<body> Death...the only solution.
Monday, April 30, 2007
APEl starts at 1400 n reach skul at 1345.. saw my klasmate join dem.. den weny up to the room... n durin the APEL... we talk crap for the whole hour.... after which had to go to the nxt leson but ONLI for todae its HAP Tutorial s its suppose to be 2mlw but since its may dae.. its bein rescheduled by my klas rep to todae... its suppose to be 2 hr in othe words 1500-1700... but in the end it onli lasted for 55mins.. so good.. durin the tutorial the klas is divided into 4 grps.. where we r needed to label body parts usin the scientific term... for example the eye is orbital, nose is nasal, mouth is oral n many more... so it was fun la... in the end my grp won... the prize i mini choc bars.. which is distribute amongs the klas s nobody is to be leftout s the klas "believes" i goin thru thick n thin together.. or in easier term.. ""oce for all, all for one""(juz lyk sec skul dae sia....) after the tutorial end at 1600 we slack in skul for 1/2 an hour decidin where to go.. at 1st.. 8 ppl wanna go n play pool but in the end onli me n wei xiang.. WTH.... played for 1 hr = 5 game... den went hm....... now m bored n received msg from 2 party both askin out for a gatherin... still dunnoe which to go... newae m BROKE... so dun tink m goin newhere... juz gonna stay at hm watchin tv.... s dats the lyf of someone hu r BROKE...hahahaha.........

attempted suicide at 8:00 AM

Sunday, April 29, 2007
slack the whole dae... until 4pm den hafiz kol me askin me out so went out meet him at marina watch wild hogs but b4 the movie starts... went all over marina s he is lookin for a shirt.. on the wae back to GV pass by TIMES saw Faridah werkin but never say hi... watch the movie.. it was funny la... s its about 4 fren hu is not a biker but had a chopper n take it on a road trip around america wit no rulz no technology.....dats about it m totallie lead a borin lyf....

attempted suicide at 9:03 AM

Saturday, April 28, 2007

attempted suicide at 11:01 AM

i update my blog lyk evridae even now but i dun noe y some ppl dont.. izzit bcoz i go nottin to dats y i update my blog eventhou itz freakin borin or juz dat im alwaez tooooo...... bored dats y i blog... newae pls do tell me y if u noe...hahahaha... juz tag me lah....

attempted suicide at 9:57 AM

Friday, April 27, 2007
lecture start early in the mornin at 8 am... n the lecture carries on till 11am back to back... after which 4 hrs of br8.... durin the 4 hrs of br8... me,aqidah n peishan went back to bartley to take our O level cert... den i rushed back to TP to meet up wit huda n faridah.. den we went to TM... upon reachin Tamp.. i make my ez-link... den went into TM n go to TIMES where saw rashidi wekin.. after which i rushed back to TP in the rain s deres lecture at 3 n my bag is wit ma fren.... after the lecture end.. me n klasmate slack outside the LT till the rain stop n went hm at 6pm... upon reachin hm me carry on slackin s deres nottin to do...

attempted suicide at 8:42 PM

Thursday, April 26, 2007
mornin rain was freakin heavy n got mornin lecture... n dun feel lyk goin but wat to do... still go as m still new so dun wanna miss out on netin for the moment... newae my lesson which is HAP 1 start at 9 so still not bad but still early la...haiz....reach TP at855.. den saw faridah at the mushroom wit her fren.. den proceed to LT 8 s my klas is dere its endin the lecture ended 2 hrs later so at 11am went to Flavours cafe to hav br8fsat wit ma klasmate n den saw fizahh..she look the same no diff... at 12 to 4 i got to lesson..BCHM 1 n OC 1... its 4 hrs non-stop..... after the 4 hrs me n casey went around the plaza to look around s dere is cca recruitment goin on.... walked for a few mins b4 signin up for rugby n archery.... after signin up.. went hm... dats about all....

attempted suicide at 6:15 AM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
skul has cca recruitment... so go skul at 1055 as CSAS 1 start at 11... along the wae take a look at the cca booth... go for the the CSAS(english lesson) n b4 lesson start msg my klasmate hu r not in klas n her reply was dat she is still at hm.... ne lyk wth upon receivin her msg.... the lesson was okae... durin the lesson do some personality test n found out dat m under the catergory of Peaceful Phlegmatic... it means dat to shun from limelight; low key speech; neat; does not lyk conflict; has low motivational level; balanced, calm demeanour; blends in with group; "laughs with those who laugh, weeps with those who weep" ---- Littauer & Littauer. (1992) after the personality test we sat in a grop so dat we can past a piece of paper which is den need to compliment the owner of the paper.. so to make thing easier for me to noe hu ryt wat.. i ryt down their name so dey need to write under their name... its fun but a lil bit lame.... finallie lesson ended.. me went to bookshop to buy my freakin labcoats the biggest size... den meet up wit my klasmate to hav lunch.. went to flavours cafe.... after lunch at 3 went to IT7-6-5 for the induction programme...den went to LT7 for the plagiarism seminar.. it ended at 6.. den went hm....


below r my compliment paper


pardon me if u read the word s i onli wanna show u not for u to read...haha...

attempted suicide at 8:06 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
dae 2 of my skul r okae s it lasted for 3 hrs.. 3 lecture... PIPC 1 n maths n stats 1... in PPC the lecturer was okae lah itz juz dat he mumbles instead of talkin... after the 3 hrs of lecture.. me n some klasmate wen to design canteen to hav our lunch.. n my klasmate felicia ate very slowly dat she actuallie took 1 hr juz to finish a plate of mee goreng... wen i m about to went off.. saw my fren n his gal juz about to eat... after the lunch wen to library juz to take a look.... after which 1 of my klasmate the brother hu is a member of the Global Connection C.... or GCC talk about wat dey do so juz give him a listenin ear s the rest has walked off...

once he done talkin it is about 1pm.. den stay infront of the lib s we r waitin for anothe fren.. minutes later she came n we went off... planned to play pool at downtown but since nowan wanna play i went hm den slack at hm the whole dae.. 2mlw got CSAS 1... so now m bored... dats y update blog n oso tagged ppl blog..........

attempted suicide at 11:03 AM

Monday, April 23, 2007
my 1st dae in skul... was so fucked up s i onli need to come to skul juz for 1 hr but reach skul at 1 s meetin some of my engin fren to hav lunch.. waited for them at mushroom.. dere saw huda hu is late for somethin... den hav lunch at shortcircuit.... den wen eatin Sab came but me gotta go s klas startin at 2... on the wae to ASc.. saw my klasmate hu juz came in a grp without me.... the lesson is called APEL... den durin lesson elected class rep, treasure n welfare... wen lesson end the decided to go to the bookshop to buy the lab coat but i cant s my size will onli b arrivin dis wed so juz look around for the APEL book n portfolio file... den went home with kari.. otw saw mateen so kari went alone.. me n mateen went to the laptop sale area n the lenovo guy talk nonstop... from dere we went to student lounge juz wanna check it out but it was lyk full so juz look around den went hm.. but actullie never.. we went to PP s im hungry.. dere saw faridah hu r waitin for fizah... ate at BK den walked around in PP den went hm...

attempted suicide at 8:04 AM

Sunday, April 22, 2007
woke up around 10am... take a bath n den watch tv.... mornin no gud show so at 1030 rmbred dat deres power ranger so watch it... den 1115 my mother n sis came hm from religious skul... so finally had my br8fast... after br8fast iron my shirt s goin out for the kaistor lunch outin... meetin at ct hall mrt at 2pm but as usual m late but still dun care s most ppl r even late den us.... at about 230 1 of the malay GL told the malay ppl which onli 3 dat they had booked a restaurant which is non halal it is called Olio in suntec city... so the malays had decided to eat somewhere else n meet up with dem after eatin apart from dat some chinese will b joinin us but dat makes most of the ppl hu had oreadi went to the restaurant not happie s deres about 10 chinese followin us...

so we talked for about 1 hr n about 330 we came to a decision where the malays will juz go dere n seat juz s to pleased the STUPID ppl...(hu cares if dey read dis) newae we r used to fastin.. upon reachin Olio the dumb ppl show us a stupid face but we(the malay) dun gif a damn... sit at one corner n talked crap wit the chinese hu wanted to follow us... stay dere for about 1-1.5hr b4 dey all finish eatin n s i was sittin n watchin some of them eat i was lyk wtf with the service it SUX criously no lyin.... after dey had left.. the for malay ppl n 3 chinese guy(gd one) followed us s we r havin our dinner.. had our dinner at PH.. it was okae s it was much much much more better compare to Olio s the porportion of the food r more den wat served in Olio.. n s we eat we laugh at the 3 gyz s dey paid doubled of wat we pay but dey ate half of wat we ate... but since its a joke dey dun care.... afetr eatin we went to marina s we r suppose to meet dem at marina to play pool but upon reachin dere dey all had left 2 esplanade to "lepak" so we lyk dun care n juz followed... dere we played our tongkah game n again the dare is stupid but fun n a bit maluatin..haha... mins later the stupid ppl left without informin us so we felt lyk bashin dem up...den we oso left n saw dem at city hall mrt... dere dey asked us whther we r joinin dem or not n our reply is okae s its still early so went mac den we the malay + the guyz we went to arcade to play games den went home.... meetin up wit the arcade group to hav lunch in skul.... dats all newae 2dae felt so pissed off wit some ppl(not mentionin name).....

attempted suicide at 9:26 AM

Saturday, April 21, 2007
juz got back from the FOC outin.... it was gr8.... m meetin the ppl at 11am but get out of my house at 1030 n its gonna tok me 1 hr to reach harbourfront but still its okae s most of dem r guaranteed late... so reach dere c only a few of my empire mate den minutes later the GL arrive so we went to banquet for br8fast... after br8fast went to sentosa via the train... walked towards pahlawan beach.. dere we played our final clash where dere is no winner the game was lame but the interestin ting is after the game where it is free and easy... we played volleyball for a few long minutes b4 takin a dip into the sea.. wen nin the sea we played water wrestlin n oso we make a 3 man high tower wit 9 ppl -- 5 base, 3middle, 1 top.... play play for a while den started to drizzle so went up n played captains ball... where freshie against GL... GLs r outnumbered... minutes later i changed... n the rest followed... den train-ed back to harbourfront... n slack at the "rooftop" we r asked to buy dinner n eat dere... so me n 3 othe guy went to LJS to buy our dinner wen Q-ing we talked loads of craps about girls till its our turned to b served the lady which is servin us keep smilin non stop(dunno why) den she took our orders n we still talk crap make her happy..... den went back to the "rooftop" to njoy our meal after the meal take a few photo folloew by a game... the game carries a forfeit if sumwan did not do it properly... the profit consist of truth or dare n it depends by the flip of a coin..... s the game progress the dare become more insane.. s instead of 1 person bein forfeit we played 2 games n make both the losers to do forfeit at the same tym... some of the forfeit are.... two guyz doin push up together 1 on top of the other... two guys lookin at each other den dey hug n grab..... two guy 1 do inverse push up the other to push up on top of each other n lastly a gerl n a guy, the girl had to smack n grab the guys ASS as hard as possible.... den train-ed back home n now very the tired gotta slp....

attempted suicide at 6:17 PM

Friday, April 20, 2007
supoose to repot at 9am but went out at 9am... so confirm late but nemind s dey dun care..... wen reach TP... we r suppose to meet up at LT 7 but since im late dey had went to TCC but wit a note pasted on the dor so went dere on my own.... upon reachin dere im given a shirt n was asked to change n den moved up to the upper floor to enter the TCC to watch a skit.... after the skit all ASC student r separated accordingly... the telematch ppl r gather into 1 corner, the drgonboater into the other.... den we practised for a while b4 our lunch... after lunch the OL in charge of the dragonboaters switch off the light in the LT so dat we can rest our mind.... so some of us stake a quick nap... after the 1hr which is about 130pm we proceed to the SC for the telematch... n ASc won most of the games... so overall ASc won the telematch...LoL...

after telematch proceed to bdok reservoir for the regatta or dragonboatin.... it took awhile n lots n lots of blah blah blah goin on.... so dun care n juz focus on the regatta.... found out dat the guys freshie r the 1st event... so we all r very the not ready... n the ASc regatta ppl r not coordinated n guess wat we got 5th out of 5 team.... haha... den went back to ASc buildin to get out matric's card n timetable..... den meet up wit syafiq n azlan to hav dinner... den went hm... now tired s had been rowin the dragonboat wit all dat i hav.... so gotta slp...ciaoz....

attempted suicide at 8:27 AM

Thursday, April 19, 2007
juz gotten back from the nyt orientation..... yesterdae , at 2pm wen to TP for the dragon boatin trainin.. it was fun n wet... but alil bit tiring s m using my lefthand to row.... at 4pm wen back to TP den went hm...as bring nottin for the nyt orientation... at the bustop saw 1 of my GL from the FOC... talked wit her for a lil while den bus 8 came n say bye to her... took the bus hm n reach hm at 445pm.... upon reachin hm take a bath n den went back to TP s m needed to assemble at 5pm but noe dat m gonna b late... but still dun care..... reach dere late n clueless s the head OL was briefin on sumtin but still dun care... after which we moved to TCC where we put our bag... den at 720 pm 1 of the muslim OL asked hu wanna go for prayers so juz go n all the malay boys which is less den 10 proceed to one of the "praying" area den we prayed 2gether...

after dat we proceed to an empty field behind the design skul to hav our campfire... it was gr8 n fuckin fun...haha.. shout here shout dere shout evriwhere... den @ 830pm we had our dinner it was a buffet so not bad... after dinner had a game.... den do the stupid mass dance AGAIN n dis tym 2x so vei "sianz" but wth juz do it.... den hav a mini jam n hop session... den went back to TCC were we r gettin readi for GOLD RUSH... itz sumtin lyk treasure hunt juz dat we need to complete the task given... it was fun evnthou its lame.... in 1 of the 5 game i did it was very the freakin gross r blindfolded n ask to touch 1 of 6 container to take out a fruit n in the 6 container r worms 2 types, dead bird, egg, fish, n sumtin dat i got no idea how to describe.... den the fruit dat we had taken out r blended n we all hav ho drink 1 full cup... it was disgustin but its okae....

after the games we assemble back at TCC n we r advised not to sleep so my klas decided to play some games juz joined along until 5 am den again went for prayers... after prayers 4 of the malay guyz slack in front of business skul n njoy the mornin breeze... until one of us received a call from the OL sayin dat we need to gather... den take our bag n proceed back to our LT... dere we r advised to hav 1 hr of nap which means we need to wake b4 br8fast.... so we take the nap... ahr later hav our br8fast den went back to our LT to hav debrief den proceed back hm...

now my body achin so need to rest.. dats all....

attempted suicide at 7:37 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007
2dae is my 1st dae of orientation... gonna meet up wit bani in bus 15.... wen reachin TP, bani told me dat we gonna wait for aqidah so nvm waited for her at the bustop.... while waitin... saw pei shan comin down from bus23... den told her dat we r waitin for aqidah n she joined in.... after a while.. aqidah arrived den walked into TP.. den aqidah got to submit some form which she had left out.. so followed her to the admission office... den go to ASc where the orientation is being held.... upon reachin ASc we all r splited accordin to couse whic means bani r 1st separated from us... den the OL asked us to check our klas n i THOUGHT i saw my name under the same klas as aqidah so we entered the same LT but once in the LT... my name is not dere so go out again to re-check my klas n it was diff from hers.. she is in A7B1 but i m in A7B8 so diff LT... in the LT at 1st make no fren so very the quiet but wen the head OL of my LT wans us the freshie to reply th oi cheer almost all of us r quiet but wen dey keep goin on wit the oi thingy... get so fed up n i burst out freakin loud dat almost or actually evri single 1 of dem r shocked at the loudness of my voice n dey stop it for a tiny weeny lil while.... den start again juz join in...

after all the oi thingy evri klas hav a ice-breakin game n s usual all ice breakin game a freakin LAME but wat to do still join in.... after which had our lunch..... after lunch, learned the stupid mass dance again...den we had telematch against the diff course of ASc.. in total deres 4 games...the crazy caterpillar, team skate, amoeba n save the bomb.... itz okae la.... after the game hav a debrief n durin debrief the head OL ask for volunteers for the interskul challenge which 1 of dem is dragon boatin n guess wat... i volunteer maself s wanna hav some dragonboatin trainin....... so teh trainin is 2mlw so as to get the dragonboaters readie... newae 2mlw i got camp but its a no slp camp in other werds it is a nyt orientation.... where we gonna hav activity carried out at nyt...... dats all for now.. s im really the fuckin tired.....

attempted suicide at 7:27 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007
FUCK-in hate dis life of mine...
FUCK-in hate dis world...
FUCK-in hate my *a**ly....


2dae has been a fuckin dae for me s sumtin reallie fuckin bad happen to me b4 i met up wit hafiz n muhaimin 2 go to wdland to collect our paycheck... mood was very off n feels lyk whackin sumwan till death if irritated.... but after a while had cool down eventhou the rage is still dere but since wit fren muz reallie chill or else the fren will b the target....

newae while waitin for the train saw wei ping or "pretty" juz alight from the train.... train-ed to wdlands den take a bus to senoko loop s dat is where the office is.... after collectin the cheques bus-ed to AMK to hav dinner... den went straight hm s i need to prepare the stuff needed for 2mlw orientation...

attempted suicide at 8:06 AM

Sunday, April 15, 2007
woke up at 10am s deres nobody disturbin me.... watch tv den at 2 gonna meet uo wit alif n hafiz at bugis as i had to collect my GNC membership card..... after which the 3 of us walked to suntec city den to marina s hafiz wanna buy some shirt... den hav lunch at LJS in marina followed by playin pool for 1 hr... den go esplanade the main entrance to slack... on the wae to esplanade i passed by TIMES n suddenly heard a familiar voice n wen i take a look its R or Faridah... so went in n waitin for her to see me... den chat for a little damn while b4 she went back to her werk.... in esplanade, alif was disturb by me s wen i asked him for his phone he gave it to me n i edit my name to the name of the girl dat he admired n purposely sent a msg to maself usin her name but my no. sayin his confessions n dat makes him so stress up but till now he still dun noe but if he read dis he will noe n reallie sorie bout it s it is in the name of fun.... den me n hafiz went back to suntec city thinkin of watchin movie but deres no gud show so went to courts n play the xbox... den went hm... very tired gotta slp....

attempted suicide at 9:43 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007
dis gonna b long (i THINK)



12 march (1st dae)

meet up wit azlan hareez n syafiq b4 goin to TP for the Freshmen Orientation Camp(FOC)... azlan not goin fot the FOC he goin to TP to collect his enrolment form.... reach Tp at around 1230pm... so proceed to the sports complex(SC) s dat is where the registration took place.... upon reachin SC... found out dat we all r not in the same empire(group) s in total deres 5- ayton, scythier, ophix,zilra n kaistor..... im in kaistor(name of a castle in england durin the medieval tym)... feel very bored s noes no 1 from my empire... but after a while start to mingle around while playin ice-breakin game n start noein new fren... n oso noe my GL n start cheerin the whole dae long..howeva due to the fact dat it rains, most activity cant be carried out so ended up stayin in SC the whole daebut after dinner s the rain had stopped we r able to gou out for our station game..... den after which we had a debrief n hav a bath... durin bath all of us had to Q-ed up but luckily i no need s im fast... after bathin me , reez n syfiq payed taiti... slept at 2 am...


13th march(2nd dae)

woke up at 5.30 am juz to take a bath s i dun wish to Q.... after which had to wait till 7 am wen the GL called for us.. so dat we can assemble s an empire n carried out the mornin exercise.... den had our breakfast..... followed by more cheerin n it causes my mood to be off completely so no longer enthu about the camp.... it den resulted in me feelin so pissed off wit my empire but carry out the activity s dun wanna b a spoilsport... after lunch suppose to go for my friday prayers but never s they r goin to Alkaff mosque which is near my house so went hm to rest n change into a newer sets of clothes... at 2, went back to TP.. got to prepare for the performants nyt... juz follow wat the rest of my empire do s my mood was totally off for the dae... todae learnt the TP mass dance (quite entertainin evnthou lame), chicky dance followed by the TP sch song..... at nyt got jammed n hopped session but the song sux so mood never switch on....


14th march(last dae)

finally... the last dae of FOC.... 2dae its gonna be wet s dere is water games..... had lots of fun n m so enthu about it..... got to chill myself out wit all the games.... the game ended by lunch so durin lunch all the freshies r soakin wet but we all dun mind s we all hav loads of fun.... den received the FOC shirt it is PINK in colour... n we r suppose to wear it after lunch... after lunch had another game n its called hunt-try its lyk trasure hunt but the onli diff is dat we had to compelte task instead of lookin for clues... was so happie my empire finished 87% of the task... den had to wait in the SC for the results of the best empire of FOC 07... n well enough due to the strond determination of the GLs n freshies of KAISTOR... we won... my GLS was very emotional about it s the previous camp(the 1 b4 mine) they came in 2nd lose to ophix but dis tym roun KAISTOR win.... so glad dat we can make dem happie.... after the results we gather together s an empire so dats th GLs can gif out our cert of participation.... followed by cheer..... den the stupid emcee wanna ask to do the mass dance so wth.... but still do it... den we formed a big circle in the SC to sing TP school song.... den cheer again... take photo n went hm..... now feels so tired got to slp....


things i learned: loads of cheer, mass dance, TP school song, hand language song, lame ice breakin games.... n all dis resulted in me losin my voice...

attempted suicide at 8:08 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
again wake up so freakin early evnthou sleep freakin late n its all thnx to my lil sis...... after which i watch tv n slack until 1130 s i need 2 meet up wit hareez, syafiq n azlan s we r goin to WWW....... went dere n at 1st slack a bit by relaxin on a float n travel along the shiok river..... after which decided to look around the WWW by takin the skyrider...

den take a dip into the tsunami...... after which go up the stairs to try on the ride of ular-la... it was fun but after sumtyms it get so fuckin bored..... once reached the base climb up the stairs again to ride the boththe waterworks pipe......
it was fun but i got stucked s i sat down..... after dat me n gang take up the slide-up which seems lyk the most interestin ride dere.... so me n syafiq together..... n our slide down r fuckin fast n i think its the fastest . all thnx to me...hahahah......... den slack around....dats all....

2mlw m goin to the TPSU freshmen camp n its gonna end on the 14 so till den m not gonna update.... till den cya.......

attempted suicide at 5:34 AM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
woke up at 7 as was disturb by my lil sis s she wanna go skul.... meet up wit hareez,syafiq n azlan.... s azlan got xtra 3 ticket to either escape or WWW... so went dere at about 1 pm... on the wae azlan show us the tix.. n it says dat WWW closed on tues n escape only open in gazetted schol n public holidae.... so we continue our journey dere.... upon reachin dere we walked towards the entrance n saw dat its closed so we went to BK to eat our br8fast but b4 dat went to play pool where i lost to hareez but win went goin against azlan.......

after which take bus no 5 to town....... 1st enter far east plaza.... dent get bored walked to heeren......... wen we r in heeren ir rain heavily but we dun cr so we run to somerset mrt station n get ourselve so drench.... den saw liping.... train-ed to marina square to play arcade....... played the real puncer itz a game to test the force of ur punch n azlan punch lyk a gerl....... den ate our dinner b4 goin hm......

attempted suicide at 8:41 AM

Monday, April 9, 2007
asusual meet up wit kadri n once again his late.... so we r equal s he waited for me 3x n me waited for him 3x... so no complaint...... reach xpo late but "boss" dun care s he noe we can finish up our task efficiently... hahahah......... while we r doin out werk... our boss ask wat we want 4 lunch s he wanna 'blanja' us so we decided to call KFC n its 3 pcs per person n after lunch all of us r lyk sooo full dat we cant do werk properly but we still carry on....

m asked to palletised all the stuff from plaza, cp n oub stock....
after dat got to collect all nonbk items n palletised dem oso it was an ez job compare to fic or non-fic item s al i need to do is gather all the stuff other den bk n stack dem on a pallet.....

but b4 i wrapped the pallet.. i muz count evri single things s its ma job to noe the quantity of the stuff n dats include basket, empty cartons, plastic n so,e other stuff... in total i hav 24 pallet...... so wat the hell....

after finish wrappin the all the 24 pallet all of us decided to sabo 1 cashier s his burfdae r comin soon..... so we asked our "boss" to make him sat on a chair b4 i can wrap him on the chair n push him to the back of the xpo s we had agreed wit our "boss" dat we r not makin the xpo hall dirty s we had bought eggs, flour n tomato to b thrown at the boi..... apart from him dere r other 2 guys which 1 of dem r kadri..... we 1st throw eggs n flour to the main target which is the boi hu r wrapped.... after which throw at TAufiq(the other april baby) but un4tunately kadri is not dere coz if not he oso kena......

after the sabo-ing we let him bathe n change to a fresh clothes s he definitely gonna smell lyk egg....... after dey had changed we hav dem to cut the cake bought for them includin kadri's..... dey caught the... take photo... n enjoy the nyt........

after which dey paly soccer usin a ball made up of plastic n wrapped by masking tape lots of dem.....continue for a few mins........ dat check out the bk dat we had brought out of the hall ...... after which continue to take more photos b4 goin hm..... dats all gotta slp m reallie damn darn tired....

attempted suicide at 9:52 AM

Sunday, April 8, 2007
once again meet up wit kadri but dis tym im the one hu r early........ 2dae was the last dae of the sale n m soooo..... happy.... the place was chaotic wit ppl.... n my job was lyk very bz s i need to go around collectin unattended basket on top of dat i had to help as a cashier assistant again....... but i dun mind s it is much much more better den bein a Q marshall......after all the customer has exited the hall(after closin) our "boss" announced dat we r given 10 bks of our choice n all of dem run lyk mad ppl lookin for bks xcept me s i got no mood.......... so juz slowly look 4 the books dats all..... gotta slp s 2mlw gonna b a damn long dae........

attempted suicide at 9:37 AM

Saturday, April 7, 2007
meetin up wit kadri at 8 dis tym roun im a bit late den him so he dun wait dat long... he was waitin for me wit his sis which has to go to skul.... so once again train-ed tro xpo.... but for the 1st tym we r NOT late for our werk.... n todae one of the cashier assistant r not werkin n once again i b the assistant but dis tym the whole dae apart from dat i had to clear basketr from behind the cashier counter while assistin one of the cashier...in other words i m multi-taskin..... the cashier counter dat i helped can not accepts ne type of credit card s its only accept cash or nets so me n my cashier felt so rejected evri tym the Q marshaller sent a customer to us n upon seein the sign they quickly retreat n proceed to another counter........went hm at 1030 train-ed to eunos n den waled hm wit kadri s he dun feel lyk takin the bus n along the wae we crap about how corrupted the both of us s a prefect n we laugh all the wae............. dats all...s i dun feel so good todae... gotta rest...

attempted suicide at 10:59 AM

Friday, April 6, 2007
meet up wit kadri at 8 but dis tym he was the one hu r late so waited at his voiddeck for about 20 mins..... again late for werk but dis tym its only 5 mins... so dun care..... its a good fridae n deres a church nearby xpo so we had Xpected dat dere will be a huge crowd n well enuf the xpectation r met... newae all the malay guyz went out for our fridae prayers leavin all the chinese n malay gerls to carry on wit wat we were doin.... but since we all noe dat we r gonna take more den 1 hr of br8 tym... we ask 1 of the cashier to help us clock-ed in at 1.45... but b4 goin 4 prayers me n 2 cashier had to finish the whole long freakin Q of never endin ppl b4 we r release 4 our prayers.... n guess wat........ we did it n so we bus-ed to bdok s deres a mosque dere....

after prayers we all had our lunch b4 goin back to werk n we actuallie arrived back at the xpo at 2.30 which is 45 mins after our clock-ed in tym.... upon reachin xpo suppose to continue my own werk but since by 'boss' sent 1 set of cashier for a br8 n he took over s the cashier i had to stepped in as an assistant s deres a long Q again n its immpossible for him to do alone s ppl mostly buy lots n lots of book n the lowest amt spent by customer was lyk 10 bucks compare to other daes whish r 1 bucks.....newae dats all for now cannot "tahan" need to sleep......

attempted suicide at 10:47 AM

Thursday, April 5, 2007
once again suppose to meet up wit kadri but dis tym at 8 but still m late all thnx to the f**kin bus driver of 66 which do not wanna stop evnthough the driver had seen me runnin down the ovrheadbridge towards the bus he evn ask me to wait for the bus..... 20 mins later the nxt buss 66 came n board it n call kadri n meet up wit him in the bus. upon reachin bdok interchange kadri wanted to buy his lunch n dinner so waited for him for awhile... den walked to the MRT n train-ed to Xpo... n reach xpo at 9.15 which is 15 mins late but our boss juz close 1 eye..... todae werk very sian as deres a lot of ppl came in to buy stuff n the Q r freakin long n some cashier got no assistant so s i got nottin to do i helped dem...... 1 guy r terminated from the job as he got a BAD attitude.... neae dats all.. goota slp back achin lyk hell.

attempted suicide at 8:55 AM

Wednesday, April 4, 2007
supposed to meet up with kadri at 7.45... but wake up at 7.45 so msg kadri once i wake up n apologise for bein late den we proceed to werk 2gether... reach xpo 10mins b4 9am...so not late... once dere im appointed the position of a marshaller n also the role of I.C so my werk is actuallie quite relaxin s i alwaes assign ppl to some werk s my leg r injured.... howevr i still help my customer hu bought cartons n cartons full of bk to either their car or the taxi stand... realli troublesome but wat to do its ma job.... werk until 10pm but in the afternoon saw mr imran buyin some bks n he sad mr sng rwere oso dere but me nvr see him perhaps bcoz im bz wit ma werk.... newae dats all..... continue 2mlw....

attempted suicide at 8:47 AM

Tuesday, April 3, 2007
wake up early in the mornin s 2dae is ma 1st dae of werk at xpo under TIMES.... reached xpo at 1010 wen m suppose to be dere by 10am.... upon reachin heard a familiar voice n well enuf saw kadri sittin down takin down all the ppl name........ n he oso took mine obviously..... so went in saw dat the place is freakin empty s i tought dat some processin has at least been done but not....
den the xpo in-charge - GUNA group us into 12 goups but he left me alone s im a lone ranger s i dun need help....haha actuallie not s im assign to check the no. of pellets dat is sent to the xpo in others m doin stock-check........ its a ez job but tirin s got to stand the whole tym...... n ohya kadri is the I.C for the xpo s guna chose him to be... now m freakin tired from all the standin n m gonna slp so dats all.... still dun noe my werk for the sales 2mlw....

attempted suicide at 8:46 AM

Sunday, April 1, 2007
April's FOOL day....... it can be lame but xcitin thou....... itz all depends on how the jokes r done..... newae me no longer interested in takin part in such a lame activity which is doin an april fool jokes on ppl s jokes can be done on evridae not juz on april 1st......

for update on me nottin to b updated s im simply rottin at hm.... newae below r some lyrics created by boi jambu.......

-->latest creation

INTRODUCTION...

Yo, this looks like a job for me
FiZZ is the name, they say I'm cool & charming
Gonna make the whole crowd start cheerin & jumpin
Get up on stage and set the place a'blazin

In your mind,
You'd be wonderin who the hell is this kid,
Gets up on stage, then grabs the mic, now is he one of those feats?
But by the looks of his face, he can't be one of those kids,
U people got to admit it, he has some amazing skills...
Takin' every opportunity to prove that he's the best in town,
He's gonna do whatever it takes, his eyes are on that crown,
He wants to be the KING of Hip/Hop, R&B,
In this multi-racial country, yup, in the Lion City,
He & his boyz are gonna keep the beats of rappin' alive,
Together with the best, they gonna bust out rhymes,
The world's finally gonna hear what the men had in mind,
To bring rappin' back in this world from the Grave Of Sounds,
So, now you people know that this kid's on a mission,
He's not alone, he gotta a crew, UGForce & Fr3sh Facezz...

Yo, this looks like a job for me
FiZZ is the name, they say I'm cool & charming
Gonna make the whole crowd start cheerin' & jumpin'
Get up on stage and set the place a'blazin
(X2)

Now ladies, put your hands in the air
Shake it, shake it, shake it, like you just don't care,
Shake it to the beats that you're about to hear,
I'm in the house, the FiZZ is here!!
I know you want to see more of me on stage,
Hear me rappin' & singin', me makin' you sway,
To the beat, with combinations of my sensational skills,
Of bustin' rhymes, they told me that it's a gift in me,
One which I should unleash, so that the world can hear me
I can go on go solo, but a hero it won't make me
I got my crew behind me, I know they got my back...
So watch out cause we're comin, we gonna raise the flag,
We're gonna be like... oohh!! We're the party starters,
You gonna have a good time, so we party harder,
Now, raise the roof, gonna get this party pumpin,
Put your hands in the air, (don't shy) go on start jumpin!!!

Yo, this looks like a job for me
FiZZ is the name, they say I'm cool & charming
Gonna make the whole crowd start cheerin' & jumpin'
Get up on stage and set the place a'blazin

Yeah!! FiZZ... Fr3sh Facezz...
Peace Out!!!


-->life as u noe it...

Life's been nothing but pain & sorrow, tasted on my tongue
And I ain't gonna beat around the bush, gonna go straight to the point,
I'm freakin tired, tired of this, it's been happening for months,
That left me wondering, if I'm the one who brought tis problem upon myself,
The one responsible for all the things that's been happening to me
From the day I fell for her, till when I dropped to my knees
She sayin that, "it's not you, it's me, sorry that it has to be like this",
As I looked in her eyes, just can't believe that she's leaving,
Now I'm in no mood, to discuss bout this feelings, bout me
But all I want to say to all of U is that...
I'm sorry!!!

Now ladies & gentlemen, I'm sorry for the things I've said
I've been living another side of me, the side I hate
I've done things, sins, hurtin people in many ways
Cause when I see ur expression change, I noe that I've done it again

To my boys, i hope you all still with me my homies
My frens, my brothers, ain't never wan this friendship go missing,
Looking back at those days, where we used to hang out & chill,
Looking out for each other, keeping our lips shut and sealed
Now those were the good days, we never beef on nobody
Us, respecting everybody including Mr Asmadi
Eventhough, u got to admit that he's a'lil annoyin
No offence, im juz sayin cause it rhymes in this lyrics
But seriously, we give you the respect u need
We don't go around blabbering bout the things you did
The dark side of u, the one which makes us stress
That's enough of that, it's time to put it to rest

Now ladies & gentlemen, I'm sorry for the things I've said
I've been living another side of me, the side I hate
I've done things, sins, hurtin people in many ways
Cause when I see ur expression change, I noe that I've done it again

My crew, UGForce, they're hotter than sauce
Better than anyone in this world, we are the ultimate force
This friendship, we treasure it, won't want to put it to waste
We made it all the way till here, together, today
But I just want to know something, something that has been on my mind
Is it just me, or do you guys feel that I've been unkind
Or selfish, or unloyal, maybe all the above
Cause I swear I can sense that you just want it to burst
It out loud, to my face, but I don't want us to fight
I think it's better that we put this issue aside

Now ladies & gentlemen, I'm sorry for the things I've said
I've been living another side of me, the side I hate
I've done things, sins, hurtin people in many ways
Cause when I see ur expression change, I noe that I've done it again

attempted suicide at 1:38 AM

THE SUICIDER.

Twenty
150589
Can chat wit me@ msn - nobodybothered@hotmail.com
Am single + available but not looking.....
Nyt life is for me to enjoy netym n newhere.....
Treasures all friendship that is made.....
As friendship that ended has never beginning.....
basher UG_Force® sHyaq

SKULS...

History:-
Eunos Primary(6 years)

Graduated:-
Bartley Secondary(5 years-Express)

Curent:-
TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC
-APPLIED SCIENCE
-BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE/
-(Pharmaceutical Science & Technology)


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