Death...the only solution.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

went for the umbrella thing todae.. it was a waste of tym.... but b4 goin to city hall.. me, hong n fel went to mandy house to slack... dere we played mahjong.. it was my first tym but guess wat i wo twice... it is sooo the beginners luck..hahahah.... newae after the mahjong game we watched national geographic... s the show is very disustin.... dun bother to talk about it... reached city hall at 1615 meet up with xiang, dol, jan n casey.... den walkedd to padang..... after which we waste lots of tym dere not noin wat to do.... the whole rehearsal end at 1815..... after it ends went to marina for dinner..., after dinner walked around marina doin nottin... juz slackin around.... dere we went to a shop dat sells stuff super ex... a clock which minumum price is $60+ without GST... n while the gerl is in the toilet.. me n xiang spotted a table which is onli made up of glass... it cost $18.8Gs.... n the chair cost $6Gs each.... after dat went hm.... me, fel, n mandy went hm by bus while xiang, jan n dol by train... the 3 of us walked to SMU bustop s fel n mandy wanna take 175... dere saw my fren... n one of them says dat FELICIA is CUTE... m not lyin... its the truth.. take 175 to kallang den take 21 hm..... reach hm n slack again...

attempted suicide at 9:09 AM

Friday, June 29, 2007

100th post..... so fast my 100th post sia.... cannot believe it man....

newae todae not so bad.... go skul at 8 for BChm lecture... after BChm, MS den PIPC... got back PIPC test paper n i pass.... after PIPC got 2hr br8... went to KFC for lunch.. after luch went back to skul n slack in the library... at 2 got HAP lecture... so went to all LT n guess wat... its all FULL.. NO SPACE... its lyk wth so my klas went to com lab to slack n surf the net + print HAP tutorials....... after dat wen to LT for OC n get back our test paper n i failed....FUCKED... faili OC is so suprising s i Xpect maself to pass OC but in the end fail... but still need to stay happie coz wat happen has happen.. so 4get about it.... after OC went hm but b4 dat i accompany mandy at the bustop s shes waitin for her boy.... den go hmn slack...

attempted suicide at 8:42 AM

Thursday, June 28, 2007

woke up at 7 thinkin dat skul starts at 9.... so sian.. after checkin timetable to pack bag found out dat skul start at 9... cannot slp... where stripe coz my klasmate suggest it... reach skul 920 went to main LT for HAP.... after HAP got 1hr br8 went to flavours for lunch... dere saw a guy which is janice fren hu behave so GAY.... so me, wei xiang n alex talk about how sissy guy alwaes hav loads of girl-friend.... after lunch went back to LT for BChm lecture dere me, wei xiang n dolyce played B.I.N.G.O at the back of the LT n dolyce was so happie dat she didnt suck at it.... pay no attention durin lecture... after BChm lecture got back the termtest paper.... n i tink dat me n ron"top" the klas...hahaha... m not happie wit the result but i had expect it s i dun reallie study so congrats to me....lol... went to cheers s got 5 mins b4 the next lecture..OC.. was late for 10mins.... went tback to our sits n study..... for the 1t tym since skul starts... my klas sat in the main LT for all the lecture... after all lecture finish accompanied mandy to library s shes returnin books.. den went hm....

to felicia : cheer up okae... dun be sad over the result... juz be happie dat u hav passed BChm if wanna compare to me... i failed but im still happie... juz study more n understand the subject better n u sure get wat u wanted....

attempted suicide at 10:43 AM

RICHARD MARX

Right Here Waiting

Oceans apart day after day

And I slowly go insane

I hear your voice on the line

But it doesnt stop the pain

If I see you next to never

How can we say forever

(chorus)

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times

That I thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter, I taste the tears

But I cant get near you now

Oh, cant you see it baby

You've got me going crazy

Repeat chorus

I wonder how we can survive

This romance

But in the end if Im with you

I'll take the chance

Oh, cant you see it baby

Youve got me going crazy

Repeat chorus

attempted suicide at 9:55 AM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

skul sux todae.... go skul at 11 for CSAS....n guess wat.. i passed my CSAS...m sooo suprised....after CSAS got 2hr br8 b4 BChm lab.... so went to A1 for lunch.... slack dere till 1410 n went back to skul n den slack again but dis tym in the library.... dere we played memory...n dolyce really suck at it.... she got the least pair.... after playin it went to BChm lab juz to find out dat the lab session is cancel coz the lecturer says that majority of myklasmate did not bring labcoat but in actual fact all of us got bring.... so the 2 hr of waitin is juz a waste of tym.... very stupid sia... the whole klas is unhappy plus me, mandy,wei xiang, dolyce, felicia n janice not forgettin ain n ayu still need to wait another 3 hr for the stupid umbrella crap briefing... its for the NDP07.... so the 3hr is wasted lyk mad... ain n ayu go hm at4 cannot tahan to wait while to other name mention went to mensa building n hav a ride on hong "merz" its very pathetic la.... played slack dere till 1720 b4 going to basketball court to play basketball..... played till 1800 n den went to LT4 where the briefing is held... the briefin is sooo fucked up as it last less den 10mins while we hav to wait 3hr for it..... so fucked up.... after the briefin went to the Ac notice board to look at the name list for those who r able to go for the LTC n i m 1 of dem soo happie... the LTC is on the 14-15 july..... n i think dats about it... n i reallie hope to see her more often.....=)

attempted suicide at 9:12 AM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

the 2nd dae of quite sux s i reach skul at 8 which means im not late for MST lecture but den i 4get to bring my phone... so if newan of u call or msg me i can do nottin... so sorrie about it..... after MST got 2hrs of PIPC lecture after the 2 hr lecture got 4 hrs of break... so me n frens went to TM to hav lunch... ate at PH.... all of us bought the student lunch... n in total it cost us $76++... but while waitn for our food we saw another group of my klasmate hu oso went dere for lunch... so in othe words my klas indirectly hav a klas lunch todae...... after eatin... we went to junhong place to slack, while waitin for the elvator to open its door ain called n ask us where r we... told her n she wanna join.... so all of us slck at hong's house b4 goi back to skul for OC tutorials.... 1445 we walked to skul n reached the LT where the tutorials is held at 1514 which means not late coz not yet exceed the time grace.... so lucky.... after the tutorials.. me, hong n mandy accompany felicia to the library as she wanna look for books.... but the book not dere so went hm... so take the sheltered route to the bridge....n im soooooooooo HAPPIE coz i finallie see her sia....woooohooooo... n was juz talkin about how much i long to see her n finallie todae i see her.... feel soo lucky sia.... n i guess if buy 4D confirm win 1st price....lol.... den went hm take 8 same with mandy as shes goin to her BOY house.... reached hm slack....

attempted suicide at 9:30 AM

Monday, June 25, 2007

1st dae of skul after the 2 wks hols.... so sian.... go skul n bring nottin coz i THOT got no lab but den durin APEL my fren say got lab so i call hm n ask some1 to send me my labcoat coz i cant reallie borrow the labcoat frem ne1 coz of my size.... luckily my sis is at hm so she help me bring the coat to TP... so sis thnx.... durin lab i notice dat i was wearin a slipper instead of a shoe so i juz sit at my place n hid my feet coz i if found out i can kena chase out of the lab.... but luckily im sooo lucky coz the lab session no need use ne chemicals so if kena caught oso the lecturer can close 1 eye.... after lab went hm....

attempted suicide at 9:25 AM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

skuls start tomolow... sux man... but on the contrary i got to go out n meet fren as durin hols m too lazy to go out n do netin.... so m gonna prepare to go to skul as kinda miss some of my fren... but i reallie miss her... its been lyk half a year since i last saw her.... reallie miss her... can newan tell me how can i "accidentallie" bump into her..... n it reallie sux not seein her....

attempted suicide at 9:14 AM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

the last dae of chalet... woke up at 7am... saw dat linxi wanna go home n alex was sendin her to the bustop...den at 830... woke all of them up s dey all can wait for the CDS thing..... so went out of the chalet at 9.30 n walked back to whitesand s need to sent back the trolley.... den went straight hm... upon reachim my house went online n go to the CDS thingy n select my choice...dis are my choices... 1st - french, 2nd - leadership, 3rd - japanese, 4th - basic accounting, 5th - problem solving..... after doin dat i watched tv till 7pm b4 im totallie knocked out till sis mornin....

below r some of the pics taken durin the chalet...

the two BIG "baby"

name the similarities about the 5 pics below :

dolyce

janice

jun hong
nicholas
ayu
ain

attempted suicide at 11:38 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

2nd dae of the chalet... its oreadi 8 in the mornin... we went o Mc for br8fast... n most of us buy the $2 meal... den walked to the pool place s we thot the places is open at 9 but den it is open at 10... so wen backed to our rm n slacked...... den about 10+ went to play pool.... played for 2 hrs before we went back to rest... den ayu came n joined us...... so slacked till 6pm den we bused to whitesand as they all r hungry n wanted to hav dinner..... so ate at cavana..... den played arcade again.... since dey wanna hav bbq for the2nd nyt.. i called aqidah to help me booked the pit for me... thnx mann...
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we stayed at the arcade for quite some tym as casey was playin.......once his done with the game... bus backed to dte n i meet up wit aqidah to pay her back the money..... n den backed to my chalet to start the fire..... so bbq-ed the food all the food... den linxi came n joined us for the nyt... after all the food r bbq-ed...we hav our nightwalk \.. dis tym is to the red house..... we juz passed the red house n some of us actaullie hear some cryin sound den to pasir ris park..... b4 goin back to chalet where all of us are flat.. black -out.... all sleepin....

attempted suicide at 11:24 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

1st dae of klas chalet..... met up with mandy at the bustop.... n waited for bus 21... chatted for awhile b4 21 came n we boarded the bus.... den few stops awae... hong oso boarded the same bus n another few stop felicia boarded the bus..... den we crapped all the wae to downtowneast on the bus.... reached dte bustop at 130 den wen to the entrance n saw casey n wei xiang oreadi dere waitin for us.... den hong take the rm key n we went in.... slack for awhile den alex came.... so once alex is dere... we walked to white sand as we need to buy the stuffs for the bbq... on the wae dere... felicia feel dat alex was ignorin her n she got no mood for the chalet n even cried... so me n hong try to comfort her but to no avail... she ws seriously feelin down....

once we reached white sand, we went to kopitiam s dey wanna hav their lunch.... while waitn for them to buy for food, janice called... askin me where we all at s she got no idea where is the kopitiam... so went to fetch her.... brought her to kopitiam den me n xiang went to arcade to play games.... at the arcade ain called n say dat she arrived at chalet oreadi but nobody is dere so i asked her to come to whitesand n meet us at NTUC..... me n xiang went back to kopitiam n all finshed eatin so went to NTUC to shop..... n we spend $100+ but to be exact its $106.. so we pushed the trolley to our chalet.....

went we r reachin the chalet, i received a msg from vanesa sayin dat all the gerls are oreadi at the halet so i asked them to wait a while more s we r oreadi reachin the chalet..... reached the chalet rm n feel so tired n warm from all the walkin... so slack for a while b4 doin netin... once hav enuf rest... played the DVD... american pie band camp... but din watch the full stor as i bz with the bbq n stuffs... thnx carissa n vanesa for settin up the fire for the bbq as we r tired.... den went out to help dem wit the settin up.... once the fire is readi i took out all the stuffs for bbq n cooked dem.............. cooked till 8pm.... den since all dun feel lyk cookin n eatin kept the extras n talked crap.. at abuot 9pm.. me, alex, ain, xiang, casey n janice went for a night walk with the trolleys s the gerls r lazy to walk.... we walked till the tower b4 dolyce called sayin she wanna join us.... so walked back n fetch her s she scared of walkin dere alone.... saw her n she oso wanna be pushed so she asked ain out n she went in..... we walked till PA holidae flts as janice wanna meet with her fren hu r havin a b'dae celebration..... but b4 dat went to the playgroun n played fro awhile... played the spinnin thingy n fell lyk nobody business.... den went on to the spiderweb n climb up but not to the top s too tired n me feet r hurtin......

after reachin PA went back to DTE as my legs is hurtin badly..... reached the chalet n saw nicholas oreadi dere watchin american pie wedding..... so joined dem... den once the story ended... we wtched 300..... the story quite borin but oso interestin....... once finished.... we went to cheers s the guyz wanna buy some weak liquor... but guess wat dey cant s cheers dun sell alcohol between 12 to 6am.. so went back dere to chalet n slack.. den hong suggest to tell horror story.... so switched off all lights n he start telin.... den a few hrs later ain came back n into the chalet from the back door eventhou we had clased all the door... so weird.... den she joined in... more storie from her but it became funny all thnx to nicholas... we are all laughin from a ghost story.. very weird ryt..... taked n talked tll mornin came...

attempted suicide at 10:22 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

m managed to go thru 1 week of hols where i m bz rottin at hm due to the fact dat i got no money to spare if i went out wit frens.. so stayed at hm n slowly rot... the 1st week of hols sux but luckily the 2nd week of hols is packed with stuffs... so will not be dat bored.. hopefully the klas chalet which startin this wed went smoothly as i can no longer take ne more cocked up s i m so frustrated with the plannin....

went to skul at noon for the ASc interview... hate the interview sia... coz durin the interview i got nottin to say... haha.. dunno y... newae after the interview me, dol, nic n casey went to mensa to eat but in the end onli nic ate... while the 3 of us playin daidi.... played till 3 den wen hm to continue rottin.... n dats about it .... m rottin till now...

attempted suicide at 7:57 AM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

HAPPIE FATHERs' DAY to all fathers out dere in the world.... u guyz had done a good job in keepin the family together n disciplinin ur children... eventhou u may be harsh at tym but its for our own good... so bein a dad is the greatest thing a men can be...

2mlw i got an interview for the ASc sub-comm... along with me for the interview is janice n dolyce n some others... n i oso not sure wat is the interview is all about so i will juz go n hope nottin wrong happen...

attempted suicide at 8:20 AM

Friday, June 15, 2007

OVERFLOW
Cry On My Shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
If u need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love when you're alone
If you call your friends the light is hold
You can run away but you can't hide
Through the storm and through the lonrly night
Then i show there's a destiny
The best thing in life they are free

(chorus)
But if u wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If u feeling sad your hearts gets colder
Yes, i how you what will love can do

If your sky is grey, oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh, you just call me and i make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you i'll never hide

(chorus)2x

attempted suicide at 12:12 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

holidae reallie SUX s i m BROKE lyk mad... got no in hand as well as no cash in bank... im totallie broke n suffering from the no money.... idiot sia.... y muz dis holidae be now.... y? i got no job no money cannot reallie enjoy my hols... m juz waitin for next week s my klas gonna hav a chalet... cant wait... newae for now im BZ slackin.....

attempted suicide at 11:37 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

Lauren Hill
Killing Me Softly

Stromin my pain with his fingers
Singin my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song x2
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

Yea yea yea do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do

I heard he sang a good song,
I heard he had a style,
And so I came to see him and listen for a while
And there he was this young boy
Stranger to my eyes

Chorus:
Stromin my pain with his fingers (one time, one time)
Singin my life with his words (two times, two times)
Killing me softly with his song x2
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

I felt all flushed with fever
Embarrased by the crowd,
I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud,
I pray that he would finish
But he just kept right on

Repeat chorus

Wooooooaaaa ohhhhhhhhhh laaaa la la la la la la ohhh la laaa woaaa laa
Aaaalaaaaaa

Repeat chorus until fade

attempted suicide at 7:34 PM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

yesterdae had my sec skul gatherin at ECP... supposedly the whole klas hu is still in singapore but in the end onli 15 ppl came..... its lyf fuck lor.... newae me n my other 2 fren had organised a few games... but since all of them came late we onli played 1... i had brought 6kg of flour for all the games but since onli 1 game is played.. onli used up 1kg.... so the other 5kg r used to throw at each other.... so in the end our pit is in a mess..... cooked all the food n rent a bike for the whole night.... so me n my fren aik how... went cyclin from 1 end of ECP to the other en of ECP... so went cyclin for hours n the results is a pain in the ass....hahah.... den at 5am went to bedok jetty to slack as we r super exhausted from all the cyclin plus my ass hurtin as needs something flat to be rested on.... den syafiq n nicholas join me n aik how at the bedok jetty... we slack dere till 615..... den cycle back to Mc... n amazingly we took 15mins to cycle from bedok jetty to Mc as we r cyclin lyk mad n pushin ourselves to the limit.... upon reachin Mc we find a seat n asked for plain water s all got no money..... n s dere is a refill we take the refill tea to drink.... after dat went back to our pit to bbq our br8fast... after br8fast slack till 11 b4 goin off... reach hm n i totallie pass out..... till 7pm..... n dats about it... todae do nottin other den sleepin n slackin....

below r pics taken durin the BBQ:

bdok jetty at 3am

on bike : aik how, syafiq, nicholas n me (clockwise)

me at bdok jetty 4am

attempted suicide at 8:04 AM

Friday, June 8, 2007

the start of my term break... so happie sia... no skul, no lecture, no tutorials.... newae to went to GIANTS - Parkway Parade to shop for stuffs for the bbq for my klas gatherin 2mlw..... but b4 dat went to eat at banquet.... after eatin went to GIANTS but along the way saw mr asmadi ( my sec skul teacher ).. in GIANTS we went roun n roun n rou for fun while playin with the trolley like small kids....hahaha. we shop for 2 hr or so but wen we saw a chair we decided to take 5 n rest as we lazy to walk....lol.. after the shoppin went hm n preparin the stuffs for 2mlw bbq..... newae dats about it... lazy to write more...

at the beginning

startin

endin

ended

attempted suicide at 7:17 AM

Thursday, June 7, 2007

m freakin happie coz todae is the last dae of my paper.....hahahaha... since its the last dae.. it means dat 2mlw is the start of my holidae.... the last paper which is BChm is quite okae coz i think i noe wat to answer juz dat i had drawn the wrong graph.... idiot sia... haiz... but nemind i dun care...

after the paper muz listen to a lecturer talk about CDS ( croos-disciplinary studies) n its 1st come 1st serve basis... so i muz go n make my choice the moments it ready....n i heard from my klasmate dat my other klasmate, *****, hav influece the some others not to go to the chalet WTH ryt... i seriously feel dat its lyk FUCK lor... it cannot go den muz influence other not to go...... den wen JH wanna make an announcement it gave JH a one-kind face.... it attitude seriously irritate me dat i seriouly feel lyk whacking it sia.... but luckily im a patient guy if not.....

den went to play soccer with the guys in my klas.... me n hong make a best team coz our team won all the 3 games... after the games slack at ITAS as we r super tired, thisty n sweatin lyk hell..... we slack for about an hour an a half b4 meetin up wit M n F... the CLASS r suppose to go to SEOUL GARDEN but in the end onli 5 ppl go...(Casey, Felicia, JunHong, Mandy n Me)

after eatin went around bugis as the girls wanna shop... n in the end onli mandy window shop as she no money while felicia hu hav money but never shop coz she is very self-consious about wat she wearin.... she even feel dat she look ugly in dres eventhou she look good in it... she lyk got no hope with fashion sia... haiz....den sent felicia home as shes scared goin home late alone.... newae dats about it coz m lazy to type....

to SHI YI : how can u be entertain by readin my blog.... entertainment = my blog ?? no link sia...lol

attempted suicide at 8:54 AM

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

went to skul half an hour b4 the paper start which is at 830..... went to the bustop, again saw aqidah.bz studyin.... so disturb her not... but msg her to seat near me wen i the bus.... s i need to borrow her notes juz to go thru it for one last tym s i did not bring mine... once reah TP stop.. alight the bus n notice den it is 5 mins b4 the paper starts... n aqidah was lyk sooo scared s she duno which LT shes suppose to be in... but lucky for me i saw 2 of my fren.... went into the LT n find a seat den the lecturer says the we can start to ans.... mins later she make an annoucement about a hols assignment... very idiotic sia....

saw the qns i straight away noe dat im i gonna be "top" for the paper.... lol .... so i think for the whole paper i juz ryt crap n more crap.....haiz.... but not sooo depressin la s i noe im gonna get "top"... after the paper mandy n fel went to eat hile the guys till talkin in front of the LT..... mins later me, alex n jun hong decided to hav our br8fast b4 went hm.... so join fel n mandy....... eat laksa... den talked about our primary skul lyf n crap all the wae....

after crappin me n alex went hm while jun hong, mandy n fel went to the library to study BChm.... while waitin for a bus received a call from mat noh so joined him to suntec as he wanna buy some stuffs.... after goin to suntec i went to ECP as Azlan has invited me for his BBQ... so went dere n stay till 830.. den went hm n here i am bloggin... newae dats about it coz i need to study......

attempted suicide at 8:05 AM

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

went to skul at 930 as my paper start 10.... on the wae to skul... saw AQIDAH at my bustop, she board the same bus as me but since she is toooo engrossed wit studyin... she did not noitce me regardless of my size....lol... so the moment reach TP stop... i tap her n she was sooo suprised dat she called me a STALKER.... do i look lyk a stalker?( someone pls tell me ) so we walked in to skul 2gether while discussi about MST as she was bz revisin n since i did not study netin so asked her lor..... after MST got 4 hrs of br8... the 1st hr went to eat at ITAS n all of us ate mee rebus... den at 12 wen to library as we hav booked a room juz to study OC.... but guess wat the guys dun reallie study as we r distracted.... suppose to study but in the end play some relationship forecast crap.... it was a never endin wan.... once its 1430 went back to AS to get readie for the paper... n an hr later the lecturer not happie with us sia...

MST - tested on log... not so hard so hopefully can pass

OC - was quite ez, pass-able n hopefullie not much of misstake..

DOOMs DAE is nearin to me in fact its tomolow... dat is so bcoz tomolow is HAP n i noe nuts about it..... hopefullie i can mange to scrape true as i dun wan to get the "top" 3 again....newae dats about it coz i wanna read thru my HAP notes n hope to understand.......

attempted suicide at 8:37 AM

Monday, June 4, 2007

the start of my not so nightmare unlyk to others.... wat im talkin about is the term test..... todae is PIPC n CSAS... both paper not so hard nor not so easy.... but wat make the whole thing worse is dat i cant concentrate while doin my test all due to the fact dat the LT 7(the LT dat im in) air-con is spoilt.... so thruout the test im busy wiping my perspiration n fannin myself with qns paper... so at the end of the paper.. my qn paper is soooo crumple dat its no longer look lyk a paper.....

PIPC - the paper was okae juz dat i lost 15 marks coz i cant finish one whole qns...
CSAS - it was pass-able.... as its not so hard...

b4 the CSAS which is after PIPC... we got 3hrs br8 so we went to CPF builind - Mc to eat.... after eatin went to CS to take neoprint s todae is my fren b'dae... it was my first tym after decades since i last took neoprint so got no idea how to use the machine...lol.. luckily my fren used to it liao... if not den i dunno wat gonna happen.... on the wae back to TP in bus 15... deres a retarded uncle hu r oreadi seatin n very yhe K-PO... feel lyk whackin him sia.... wen we all board the kbus... dat retarded uncle stand up n shout... "Move in! Move in! Don't be stubborn ar! If you want to be stubborn, I can be more stubborn!" its lyk wth la... me, jun hong, alex n wei xiang was bz laughin at dat retarded uncle..... n wen we r alightin the bus... junhong imitate the uncle by sayin.."Go down, go down...." n sum others curse the uncle......newae dats about it coz im gonna study.....

2 DOWN....4 TO GO....
HAHAHA HAHAHA HAHAHA HAHAHA HAHAHA HAHAHA HAHAHA

attempted suicide at 7:05 AM

Saturday, June 2, 2007

went to skul for MST tutorials under JANICE YEH..... onli for ppl wants her to teach... the 4 guys are.. me, jun hong, wei xiang n alex.... we booked the project room 7 as it is more spacious den the other project room....... booked the room for 4 hrs...10am-2pm.... very long ryt... but in the end onli study for 3 hr... s the other 1 hr... the guys left the library to find sumtin to munch on n guess wat dere is no shop open in TP... not even the CHEERS.... very idiotic....

after we cant find anyshop... we went to a vending machine n bought a drink.... den went back to the library.... once in... we do more maths.. den uddendly janice took out a deck of cards n sayin dat she wanna show us something.... so she first ask jun hong to be her subject for the dae.... the thing dat she tryin to do is to tell us the realationship between the guy n the crush.... so jun hong need to 1st shuffle the cards according to the gerl age dis yr... den she do some arrangement n dis goes on till there is onli 1 stack left.... den she arrange the card in a clockwise order.... n guess wat... jun hong result is super complicated as he had no crush.... so janice ask the other guy to do.... n all not so complicated but she got no idea how to explain... den for wei xiang the card arrangement shows dat he like a guy instead of a gerl... so we disturb him bein Alex gay partner n we laugh lyk mad.........

mintues later... a guy came knockin on the door n we noe dat we need to leave coz it passes the tym dat we hav booked the room... so we went out den went tm to eat in LJS.. janice suggest but in the end she never go... but its okae coz the rest of the guys r goin... went to eat den walked around TM but got nottin to look at... so went to CS n as usual jun hong is hook to a game...waited for him till can no longer wait so the rest of us went hm while jun hong still playin the game.... so all the uys went separate wae xcept for me n wei xiang... both of us r goin to pasir ris... im goin to pasir ris coz im goin to a family chalet... its to celebrate my grandmother the burfdae..... stay at the chalet till 1am.... den went hm... the chalet was fun n a lil bit tirin.... newae dats about it for 2dae...

to all my fren : GOOD LUCK FOR THE UPCOMIN TERM TEST.... Do urself proud by AT LEAST get a pass if u dun tink u can score... if not try ur best to get the top....

to janice: thanks for teachin me math dis mornin n oso for the relationship crap.... n im sorie for everythin dat i had done to u 2dae...(if dere any..)

attempted suicide at 11:10 AM

Friday, June 1, 2007

lecture todae was quite slack as most subject ended earlier den wat is scheduled..... as the lecturer go thru all the quiz script... n guess wat.... out of the 6 subject i took i onli mamage to scrape thru 2 n failed the 3 n 1 still yet to get back result...

my results is a s follow:

BioChemistry(BC) - 11/20

Communication Skills for Applied Science(CSAS) - ??

Human Anatomy and Physiology(HAP) - 5/25

Mathematic & Statistics(MST) - 11/25

Organic Chemistry(OC) - 11.5/25

Principle of Inorganic and Physical Chemistry(PIPC) - 13/25

the looks of my result is very depressin ryt? by ryt yes but if u look at it in a different wae it is not sooo depressin as all the marks attained is the results of me not studyin for nay of them... n i oso can show an improvemen for my termtest which is startin next week... soo wish me luck k....

newae 2mlw im goin for a family chalet to celebrate my grandmother the birthdae....hope i enjoy... newae 2mlw mornin b4 goin to the chalet, i will be goin to skul juz to study... newae dats about it got to sleep.....

attempted suicide at 8:41 AM