yesterdae got s plittin headache so never study.... hopin to study at night but never coz never wake up... newae woke up at 730 do some readin thru of log n ln.. hopi to rmbr something.. initially i did.. but the moment i reaad the qn paper all gone... nottin registered in my brain.. so i confirm, guaranteed dat im gonna take sup paper.. but its okae still happie.. newae by right my exam is over but since got sup paper to take.. i still got to study..but its okae..

after exam got briefing on course selection.. its either i go to BIO or BMS(BMT/PST) i wanna go to BMS-BMT.. its fun... coz of the SIP(yr 3 its still a long way to go.. but theres no harm sayin it...)

after the briefin..me, beng, mandy, felicia n ain went to bugis as ain n mandy wanna do some shoppin... ain went hm around 5+.. whereas the rest of us stayed till 8+... but after ain left... we walked to suntec.. stay dere do nottin.. den go arcade played the mario cart.. i won... so hapie..... den felicia suggest dat we bought something juz for the 4 of us.. so we walked around suntec den saw somethin.. its some hp strap so we all bought it according to our favourite expression.. we bouht den we went hm..

finallie exam is over..hahahah

(patience - 93% used, 7% free)

suppose to hav another sleeple nyt... but while im studyin suddenly i kena black out.. not the house but me... suddenly sleep sia... n woke up at 8 am .... n b4 i slept i had onli revise 3 topic out of the 6 topic... so i noe i will die b4 i take the paper... n the moment i can start to do the paper... my guess is ryt.. which is i DIE for the paper... so SUP PAPER here i come....hahaaha.... suppose to be a sad case but den look at it on a bright side... i no need to repeat the whole sem. so after i finish the paper i submit my paper n went off... never wait till the last min... i submit b4hand coz i got no point in checkin my ans coz my mind is blank.... newae after all had finish went to LJS CS for lunch with beng, fel, mandy, janice, dolyce and nicholas.... den went hm... will do some practise on maths later cox tomolow is my last paper... gotta pass this paper in order to survive...hahahha

4 down 1 to go

(patience - 93% used, 7% free)

once again.. another sleepless night 4 takin a paper.. n dis tym roun is OC... the paper was slightly a killer coz lots of reaction which i hav forgotten...haiz... newae overall i think i will pass.(hopefully.....) after the exam wen to design with beng, felicia, nicholas, janice n her fren... go dere eat as it was rainin lyk mad... den went hm watch tv till now.. still no sleep plus i still need to study BioChem... so by tomolow it hink i will have more den 24hrs hrs of no sleepin....so gotta go...cya..

3 down 2 to go

(patience - 93% used, 7% free)

start the dae with no sleep... luckily my brain still functionin therefore hap was okae.... its suprisingly manageable.. so confident of juz a pass for this paper ya... newae after HAP, me, beng, xiang n tpt went to SAFRA initially to play pool.. but since the table is sooo smal... we played bowling instead... we played 2 games... while playin a security guard came n asked beng t move his bike.. he moved n got angry n improved... newae score two strike n 2 spake n lots of gutter.... after bowlin went hm.... watch tv till 630pm den sleep till juz now(juz woke up) will be studyin thru out the night again for OC.. got lots of reaction to rmbr... very sian ar.... newae dats about it.. gotta study

2 down 3 to go

(patience - 93% used, 7% free)

todae is the dae dat im gonna chiong for HAP... hopefully can understand wat im studyin.. newae not gona sleep todae coz will be studyin the whole night...

(patience - 93% used, 7% free)

saturdae is a dae to relax.. meanin no studyin is done todae.. newae afternoon went to S'poe Poly for LBKM Award Presentation...at the presentation.. saw lots of temasek poly ppl.. all collecti their bursary award.. i onli noe 3 ppl out of all the ppl dere.. they are zulfakar(B9), natasha(B1) and zul(ChE).... den went hm n slack totallie slack doin nottin...

(patience - 93% used, 7% free)

finallie one paper down n got 4 more to go... for the first time i study like mad meanin i studied from midnight to 5am n woke up at 7 to do a lil bit more revision b4 gettin ready to go to skul... newae go skul saw aqidah never disturb her coz shes bz studyin... reached skul waited for a while den do the exam den went hm... reach hm slept till 7pm.... newae tomolow goin SP for sumtin..

1 down 4 to go..

(patience - 93% used, 7% free)

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are aloof, mysterious, and distant. People feel like they really don't know the true you... Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force. Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself. It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose. You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"!

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

went skul for OC revision... attempt some qns...wen the revision end me, beng, fel n mandy went to library.. mandy n fel photocopy some Past Year Paper while beng juz accompany them n me go library to study... went to 7th floor to study on my own from 1400-1830..but still have not completed my revision... left topic 6... the rest of the topic is completed n covered.... so now m relaxin for awhile b4 continuin with topic 6 n attempt some past year paper.... newae while studyin in the library.. janice wans me to teach her hw to embed song in multiply taught her n den wen back to study.. mins later nicholas called sayin he lost his topic 6 so helped him photocopy n continue study while waitin for him.. he came around 4 plus if i not wrong.... den he wen off... once again im alone in studyin... den around 1810... my fren came he join me den we went off to CS for diner den went hm..... now bloggin soon studyin...

(patience - 93% used, 7% free)

HATE my life

HATE my family

HATE my friends

i juz hate them due to some reason.....

i seriously feel lyk whackin all of them but den again.. i still respect them...

m juz so stressed up over sumtin....

I HATE LIVING IN THIS WORLD AT THIS MOMENT!!!!!

(patience - (94% used, 6% free)

*PS : pls do not irritate me as my patience are running DAMN low if u still irritate me im gonna eXplode at u and everyone around me even for the slighest reason... btw u all seriously do not want it to happen.. seriously....*

todae whole dae revision... copy til sian... durin the break went to KFC to eat... den back to copyin revision crap.... very sucky...den went hm.... at hm... sumtin irritatin happie... n it reallie makes me mad.... n i dun feel lyk elaboratin it...

(patience - 90% used, 10% free)

(patience - 86% used, 14A free)

went to skul for maths tutorials... juz to found out dat its a mass tutorial.... very stupid as its held in a klasroom... got pop quiz... my klas got full marks... so happie but stupid... after maths got CSAS.. do some evaluation... den get back test paper... den balek... but actually i neer balek.. me , beng, alex, mandy and felicia went to tampines (near TECC) to accompany mandy to buy her crochet thingy... den alex went off left me n the other 3 walked aroun dat area den walked to TM... dere do nottin but walked more.... den went hm....

(patience - 85% used, 15% free)

Oh Carol I Am But a Fool
Darling I Love Though You Treat Me Cruel
You Hurt Me And You Make Me Cry
But If You Leave Me
I Will Surely Die

Darling There Will Never Be Another
'Cause I Love You So
Don't Ever Leave Me
Say You'll Never Go
I Will Always Want
You For My Sweet Heart
No Matter What You Do
Oh Carol I'm Still In Love With You

Oh Carol I Am But a Fool
Darling I Love Though You Treat Me Cruel
You Hurt Me And You Make Me Cry
But If You Leave Me I Will Surely Die

Darling There Will Never Be Another
'Cause I Love You So Don't Ever Leave Me
Say You'll Never Go I Will Always Want
You For My Sweet Heart No Matter What You Do
Oh Carol I'm Still In Love With You

me, xiang n alex cabut PIPC lecture n went to library... dere we first book a project room 6 but it was too front so cancel the bookin and book another room which is room 2... its very deep inside... dere xiang come up with an idea.. which is to do stupid stuff... first he took a stairs from the library n put it in PR 1... with me blockin the camera... den we saw 1 pretty girl enterin the PR 3 which is next to ours... so i shout a stupid remarks about the gerl... then alex ask one stupid qn loudly... he ask.. wanna come over this room?? n guess wat the gerls reply.. we all lyk so shock so we laugh out loud... seconds later 1 of the gerl come over n try to open our room door but luckily we lock it so she cant enter... den we feel lyk gettin out of the room but got nowhere to run... so we stayed outside our room for a while b4 going from dere , me n alex show them our sideview while xiang give them his front view.. very stupid sia...... it was funny but a lil but idiotic n scary...from library we walked toward ITAS n slack dere... dere we r a bit paranoid... ... den went to com lab after eatin... n currently in the com lab..

(patience - 85% used, 15% free)

reach skul earlier juz to submit my CSAS learning journal.... went to the printin centre to print but there was a long Q... very fuck sia... newae print it n submit the crap.... then got PIPC lab... again titration but dis tym roun is back titration.... after lab went to TM with dolyce, janice, ah beng, wee chew n one more beng fren... went dere to accompany anice buy tuffs for her mom... but since im dere.. i go to the customer service counter to collect my prize for the simsons photo takin competition.... very crappy, i noe... after janice bought her mom present all went home... me n janice separated from wee chew n dolyce... sent janice home then i went home... juz finsh my OC tutorials now slackin...

(patience - 84% used, 16% free)

Jr! Sean Kingston!

[chorus:] You're Way Too Beautiful Girl

That's Why It'll Never Work

You'll Have Me Suicidal, Suicidal

When You Say It's Over

Damn All These Beautiful Girls

They Only Wanna Do Your Dirt

They'll Have You Suicidal, Suicidal

When They Say It's Over

[verse 1:] See It Started At The Park

Used To Chill At The Dark

Oh When You Took My Heart

That's When We Fell Apart

Coz We Both Thought

That Love Lasts Forever (lasts Forever)

They Say We're Too Young

To Get Ourselves Sprung

Oh We Didn't Care

We Made It Very Clear

And They Also Said

That We Couldn't Last Together (last Together)

[refrain:] See It's Very Define, Girl

One Of A Kind

But You Mush Up My Mind

You Walk To Get Declined

Oh Lord...

My Baby Is Driving Me Crazy

[repeat Chorus]

[verse 2:] It Was Back In '99

Watchin' Movies All The Time

Oh When I Went Away

For Doin' My First Crime

And I Never Thought

That We Was Gonna See Each Other (see Each Other)

And Then I Came Out

Mami Moved Me Down South

Oh I'm With My Girl

Who I Thought Was My World

It Came Out To Be

That She Wasn't The Girl For Me (girl For Me)

[repeat Refrain And Chorus]

[verse 3:] Now We're Fussin'

And Now We're Fightin'

Please Tell Me Why I'm Feelin' Slightin'

And I Don't Know

How To Make It Better (make It Better)

You're Datin' Other Guys

You're Tellin' Me Lies

Oh I Can't Believe

What I'm Seein' With My Eyes

I'm Losin' My Mind

And I Don't Think It's Clever (think It's Clever)

You're Way Too Beautiful Girl

That's Why It'll Never Work

You'll Have Me Suicidal, Suicidal, Suicidal...

Your EQ is 107

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

too tired to go to skul but still force myself to go n miss the 1st two lecture.... came for PIPC... muz go for maths revision... very F... newae br8 went A* to eat... den walked back to skul for HAP n OC lecture... very tired but endurin thruout the lecture.... lecture end go home....

(patience - 82% used, 18% free)

first of all i wud lyk to say...

HAPPIE 42nd BURFDAE SINGAPORE

meet up with gang at 1 at raffles place.. all wearing green xcept me, xiang n ain... it was okae.. went to Mc for lunch...... den meet up with the rest of the AS ppl... walked to padang n join Q.... the Q was fuckin long.... n got 1 auntie keep complainin about us sayin dat we talked n not moving wen we r actuallie movin... i reallie feel lyk whackin her sia... but i dun coz dun wanna find trouble.... finallie pass the barricade n gotten the bag... got yellow bag... den me n xiang are left at teh back while the rest sit in front... we r bored at teh back n the back while the rest (ain, felicia, dolyce, mandy, janice, nicholas n casey) change their bag stripe n forgotten about us so we 2 juz change the middle section... juz for the sake of changin...lol...

after the whole thing end... in order to avoid the crowd.. we all walked to bugis to get a bus.... very tired......took bus 2 n alight at bedok change to 66... den went hm....now im tryin to complete my learning journal....

(patience - 80% used, 20% free)

long tymnever go Bartley... so dis morning went back for the Observance Parade n guess wat... the parade was a jke sia... theres lots of cocked-up.... its a 1st tym ever n the GOH is NPCC... very tupid sia... newae enuf about the stupid parede... me n my crew went to s'pore post to haav br8fas... stayed with them till 1230 b4 goin off to bedok to meet up with ain n ayu... s we r goin to bugis..... followed them coz m bored stayin at home.... stayed with them till 6... den went home... newae tomolow wil be goin to padang for umbrella thingy....

(patience - 78% used, 22% free)

PIPC quiz very fucked up... its ey bih co ah cu ba ni nak(a new word found by me n beng out of boredom) i learn nottin for PIPC so die lor.... after PIPC 3 hr br8... went to CS to slack, hav br8fast n slack.... den rushed for HAP tutorial.... n durin OC tutorial... kena called out to do qn... very stupid.... den got CSAS... muz do some discussion...n its graded... very FUCKED UP.... i was very silent lor..so i tink im dead.... so after CSAS dun feel lyk goin hm so me n beng accompany mandy to bugis juz to slack.... stayed dere till 9 plus... den go home n do my Learning Journal... very fucked up.. coz next mondae is the sateline.... so stress....

(patience - 77% used, 23% free)

cat hu talk n say hello... ellloo... hahaha

todae HAP lab do something very disgustin. we test about function of kidney in urine production... i had to drink 1.4Litre of plain water as i need to drink 12ml per kg... so at the end of the experiment i feel very bloated as i downed 1.4litre of water in one go..... we r suppose to pee n collect the pee n measure the volume.... after every 20mins.... the first 20 mins i have to go to pee as im suppose to... but for the following 20 mins n more i really feel like peein n each time is about 200 ml.. a lot i noe.... but hu cares n is very disgustin talkin about pee....

newae after the lab got 3 hr break... went to KFC near the CPF builing... den went window shopping at metro, isetan, zinc and 77th street. after all the window shoppin went back to skul for OC lab... do stuffs about alcohol n more.... den went home...

(patience - 77% used, 23% free)

university talk bring in lots of ppl... as its done by local university... went dere for juz the NTU talk..... coz the other talk i got lesson....haiz... newae the talk was good as i got the info dat i wan... newae todae the HEY! gorgeous show is bein film in TP... but it doesnt concern me so dun reallie care... went for lecture n tutorials as normal den go hm...

(patience - 75% used, 25% free)

as usual skip forst hr of skul... den slack at the back while listenin to the lecture... HAP end 30 mins earlier... so got 1 1/2 hr of break... went to ITAS for br8fast... den to LT 14 for the BChm quiz... its sucks coz i noe nuts.... after quiz went to LT 8... coz suppose to have lecture but Dr.Lim so goo o no lecture... another 1 hr break.... again went to ITAS juz to accompany Dolyce, Janice n Nicholas... den got OC lecture... beng fren wee chew(HTM) crash into the lecture n make a stupid but funny comment when miss low asked qn about salt.... after the lecture went hm... n for the first tym i sleep durin the evenin... dunno y...

(patience - 75% used, 25% free)