<body> Death...the only solution.
Friday, September 28, 2007
after the friday prayers...met up with syafiq n went to comfortdelgrow driving centre (CDC)... the purpose of us in goin dere is to enrol ourself in the skul of driving..... n we did... the registration fee was 160.50.. plus all the BTT its sum up to 166.50.... paid usin NETS... the whole registration took us about 2hrs... coz lots of n=things need to be done. sch as eye test n some other crap... newae BTT is on 14 nov....

the booklet dat i need to bring every practical...

the booklet with my name...

after the registration.. me n fiq went to TM to meet up with mat noh n gang.. went dere n slack till 5 den went our own ways... me n fiq went to bedok as we r breakin our fast dere... den went hm...

attempted suicide at 4:01 AM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

todae is the last dae of my sup... dat means after i got no more sup... now wat is left for me to do is to pray super hard dat i can at least get a 50 on all the sup dat i took... if not den die..next sem retake the module...haiz....

newae without me noticing it... i have been fastin for 2 weeks.. dat means i got 2 more weeks to go brfore celebratin hari raya..cant wait...hahah

attempted suicide at 4:33 AM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007
todae was my BChm sup paper... it sux...lyk really sux as its harder den the main...reason becoz need to explain lots of things...haiz...DIE!!!... next sem BChm muz chiong....

newae after the sup went hm... den went thru a recipe book coz im bored.. saw a recipe on making browies.. so went out to buy all the neccesary stuff requried for the recipe... after buyin all the thing went to try it out.. n guess wat.. my 1st attempt was a slight successful one as the brownie look a bit burn but the taste n texture are alright..... below are the pic of the brownies...

juz out from oven...

after it has been cut...

one slice from it...

all are from my 1st attmept....

attempted suicide at 4:20 AM

Sunday, September 23, 2007

went to library at 2 to accompany my fren who wanna study ss... went dere n slack as i did not bring my BChm notes... slacked for 2hrs den went hm.... n do nottin other den continue slackin.....

attempted suicide at 3:22 AM

Friday, September 21, 2007

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attempted suicide at 10:38 AM


after fridae prayers went to TP to play squash.. played for 2 hrs den 2 of my junior came to TP n taught them maths... den RUSHed home coz i need to go to marina by 7 as syafiq is celebratin his bdae dere... so me, hareez n muhaimin cab-ed dere as we r rushin for time as we had reserved a table at swensen at 7 if we came later den dat we got no table.. syafiq gave us a treat n in return we gave him as suprise bdae cake... he was so shocked as he thot we onli go dere for the treat....haha.... we stayed in swensen for 2hrs... den the rest go home left the malay guys... we went to arcade... played a while den went home.... below are some of the pic taken...


the birthdae cake...birthdae boy..

camerama or woman...lol

attempted suicide at 5:57 AM

Thursday, September 20, 2007

mornin got HAP sup... n the qn is the same as wat mr.low gave durin the revision... so not dat bad...can make it... i end an hour earlier...

after the sup went to hareez house n rest for a while b4 goin for job hunting... den went to marina... wanting to go to the ritz carlton for werk but den my fren say they dun wan malay coz got too much malay oreadi... so sian... so went to GV n ask if dey got vacancy.. now gotta wait for them to call... n dats the onli place i apply coz too lazy to aply for other job.... after that went to suntec n my fren wanna buy some doughnut from doughnut factory so he Q-ed.. n we onli need to wait for 10mins onli... so lucky... so each of us bought 3 each...

from marina we bus-ed to orchard.. went to BORDERS thinking of askin there but never coz it looks like a library... so juz went aroud dere till 6 den went to novena juz to slack b4 goin hm... on the wae hm it is tym to break our fast so we went to a bustop n break our fast dere with the doughnut dat we bought...

attempted suicide at 5:33 AM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

thnx to hareez.... now i gotta do this.....haiz.......

1. Each player of this game starts off by giving 5 weird things about themselves.
2. People who get tagged need to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.
3. In the end, you’ll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

5 Weird Things About Me:

1. I cannot sleep when there's silence...

2. I like collecting membership cards....

3. I will fail when i study for exam...

4. I will pass when i never study....

5. I like keeping people secrets....

5 people to do this:

1.Aqidah*

2.Hafiz*

3.Dolyce

4.Janice

5.Jun Hong*

those name with * is a must...

those name without * u can choose to do or not do... but hopefully u do...

attempted suicide at 4:42 AM

revision start at 9... meet up with aqidah at the bustop at 830am.... reached skul around 9am den wen to LT6 but locked.. den went to concourse level to wait.. 10mins later found out dat revision held in LT7.. went in n listen to Mr.Low... den got 3 hr br8... durin dat 3 hr break suppose to do some qn... so wen to project room to do... but the our focus onli lasted about 20mins.. the rest of the time we r crappin in the project room.... its fun but den no werk done... at 2 got 2nd part of the revision.... went back to LT7 go thru the qns.... den went hm.... dis thurs is my first sup paper...DIE!!!!!!!!!

attempted suicide at 3:51 AM

Monday, September 17, 2007
Examination Time Table for MUHAMMAD SHYAQ'IRIN B K Z

Student : 0700874A MUHAMMAD SHYAQ'IRIN B K Z
Academic Year : 2007/2008
Course : BIOTECHNOLOGY/BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE

Subject

Code

Date

Start

End

Venue

SeatNo

Human Anatomy and Physiology

AMB1002

20 Sep 07 (Thu)

09:30

11:30

EN13-05-45/46

29

Biochemistry 1

ABM1001

25 Sep 07 (Tue)

09:30

11:30

EN13-05-43/44

27

Mathematics and Statistics 1

AMA1003

26 Sep 07 (Wed)

09:30

11:30

EN13-05-45/46

57

attempted suicide at 4:13 AM

went for the revision todae... b4 goin for the revision saw dr.vijaya talk a while den wet in... the revision conducted by Mr. "K punctuation".. lesson ended 1hr earlier.... so happie... went hm n slack till the tym for me to break my fast.... tomolow HAP revision....its gonna be a long dae.....haiz........

attempted suicide at 3:50 AM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

todae the whole of my mum family gather at my house for breakin fast.... since they are here i gotta serve everything out for them to eat.... n after they went hm i have to clean up my house again... so ma fan... but still they my family so gotta stay happy thou tired...

attempted suicide at 3:39 AM

Friday, September 14, 2007

went for the maths revision todae... it was okae as it goes thru the main paper n prepare for the sup... we r too focused on wat is bein thot todae n can confirm clear the paper... cant wait for the sup so dat can get it done n over with....

attempted suicide at 3:20 AM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

to all my muslim friend...

selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan dgn banyak ibadah..

puasa tau jgn tak puasa..heheh

newae my lyf dis week n next week gonna be slightly bz as i got revision to attend... and my schedule is as follow.. 14 sep - MST 2pm to 6pm, 17 sep - BChm 2pm to 5pm, 18 sep - HAP 9am to 11am & 2pm to 4pm.........

wish me luck everyone...

attempted suicide at 4:10 AM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

mon to wed went to my fren chalet n it was a blast thou not many dat i now was dere.. newae the whole 3 day 2 night make super damn tired as no sleep.... n got night outin n crap... wen returned hm on wed... around 5 plus dr vijaya called me to checked my result n check it n i failed 3... hahah expected.. so nemind... newae the result is below...

Examination Results

Student : 0700874A MUHAMMAD SHYAQ'IRIN B K Z
Academic Year : 2007/2008, April Semester
Course : BIOTECHNOLOGY/BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE

CODE SUBJECT CU

Grade

ABM1001

Biochemistry 1

4

F

ACH1003

Organic Chemistry 1

5

C+

ACH1005

Principles of Inorganic and Physical Chemistry 1

5

C

ACS1001

Communication Skills for Applied Science 1

2

C

AMA1003

Mathematics and Statistics 1

3

F

AMB1002

Human Anatomy and Physiology

5

F

GCD1001

Applied Principles for Effective Living 1

1

Pass


Total Credit Units earned to-date : 13 cu
Cumulative Grade Point Average obtained to-date : 1.1

dunno when my sup paper will be but tomolow got revision..haiz....

attempted suicide at 4:48 PM

Sunday, September 9, 2007
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What Do Your Hands Say About You?
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attempted suicide at 4:14 AM

i hav not been visitin to the barber shop since the day i collect my O level result.. so my hair is long n very thick..... this mornin went to the barber shop to cut my hair... n the barber actually took 45mins juz to cut my hair... im lyk wtf.. coz normally it tooks me juz 20 mins or so... newae tomolow pp cant wait.. till den...

(patience - 97% used, 3% free)

attempted suicide at 3:16 AM

Saturday, September 8, 2007

went to expo to accompany aqidah to meet her bf... as she dunno the way to expo.. lyk wth la... but as a good fren i bring her dere... den went to sentosa with my family as my lil sis has been wanting to go there as she never went dere b4... den went hm... now tired n irritated by certain thing that happen...

(patience - 97% used, 3% free)

attempted suicide at 3:14 AM

Thursday, September 6, 2007

went out with syafiq n hareez to marina to watch bourne ultimatum... the movie was great.. as its about a former CIA agent tryi to find out about his lost identity.... newae while waitin for the screenin saw shaun n his gang playin pool.... talked to them for a while den watch the show..den went to LJS for dinner den shop a bit den went hm....

(patience - 95% used, 5% free)

attempted suicide at 3:46 AM

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

check this out : -

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TwU1BWegRjk

attempted suicide at 5:31 AM

finally after long wait me, hareez n syafiq tennis-ed.... we had planned it since the last dae of our exam paper which is last week... but cant as its closed... so we waited till todae... played for 2hrs... den went hm n continue slackin... tennis was fun but den wen noob play its juz a joke...seriously...

(patience - 95% used, 5% free)

attempted suicide at 3:34 AM

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

stayed at home n do housewerk.. haiz... newae whole dae clean my whole house n pack all my stuff properly as durin the exam all my stuffs was in the mess all over my room so gotta pack it properly.... den my cupboard.. now slackin...

(patience - 95% used, 5% free)

attempted suicide at 4:12 AM

Sunday, September 2, 2007

copied from email....

Something to touch you.
A Happy New Year...
He almost didn't see the old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help.

So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out.

His Pontiac was still
sputtering when he approached her.
Even with the smile on his face, she was worried.

No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so.

Was he going to hurt her?

He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry.
He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold.
He knew how she felt.

It was that chill which only fear can put in you.
He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm?

By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson."
Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough.

Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two.

Soon he was able to change the tire.

But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.
As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she rolled down the window and began to talk to him.

She told him that she was from St. Louis and was only just passing through.

She couldn't thank him enough for coming to her aid.
Bryan just smiled as he closed her trunk.

The lady asked how much she owed him.

Any amount would have been all right with her.

She already imagined all the awful things that could have happened had he not stopped.

Bryan never thought twice about being paid.

This was not a job to him.

This was helping someone in need, and God knows there were plenty, who had given him a hand in the past.

He had lived his whole life that way, and it never occurred to him to act any other way.
He told her that if she really wanted to pay him back, the next time she saw someone who needed help, she could give that person the assistance they needed, and Bryan added, "And think of me."
He waited until she started her car and drove off.

It had been a cold and depressing day, but he felt good as he headed for home, disappearing into the twilight.
A few miles down the road the lady saw a small cafe.

She went in to grab a bite to eat, and take the chill off before she made the last leg of her trip home.

It was a dingy looking restaurant.

Outside were two old gas pumps.

The whole scene was unfamiliar to her.

The waitress came over and brought a clean towel to wipe her wet hair.

She had a sweet smile, one that even being on her feet for the whole day couldn't erase.

The lady noticed the waitress was nearly eight months pregnant, but she never let the strain and aches change her attitude.
The old lady wondered how someone who had so little could be so giving to a stranger.

Then she remembered Bryan .
After the lady finished her meal, she paid with a hundred dollar bill.
The waitress quickly went to get change for her hundred dollar bill, but the old lady had slipped right out the door.

She was gone by the time the waitress came back.

The waitress wondered where the lady could be.

Then she noticed something written on the napkin.
There were tears in her eyes when she read what the lady wrote:

"You don't owe me anything. I have been there too.

Somebody once helped me out, the way I'm helping you.
If you really want to pay me back, here is what you do:

Do not let this chain of love end with you."
Under the napkin were four more $100 bills.
Well, there were tables to clear, sugar bowls to fill, and people to serve, but the waitress made it through another day.

That night when she got home from work and climbed into bed, she was thinking about the money and what the lady had written.

How could the lady have known how much she and her husband needed it?

With the baby due next month, it was going to be hard....
She knew how worried her husband was, and as he lay sleeping next to her, she gave him a soft kiss and whispered soft and low, "Everything's going to be all right. I love you, Bryan Anderson."

There is an old saying "What goes around comes around."

Today, I sent you this story, and I'm asking you to pass it on .. Let this light shine.

attempted suicide at 7:27 AM

august 31st

went to bartley for the teachers dae celebration... me n fifah goes dere aroun 930am.. when we reached dere... the skul are havin a fire drills so so we r not allowed to enter.. mins later we enter n we went around the skul level by level disturbin the class... den syafiq join us.. slacked in the canteen.. n the rest came in... slack wit them n den dey decide to walk aroun but kena scolded by the DM.. wtf... for the first tym.. graduated student cannot went around the skul..... newae after dat.. me, hareez n syafiq went to marina... slack dere till 7 den went hm...

september 1

HAPPIE TEACHERS DAY

to all the teacher dat had taught me.. be it in primary, secondary or in POLY... juz slack the whole dae..

(patience - 95% used, 5% free)

attempted suicide at 3:38 AM

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