<body> Death...the only solution.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007

i woke upat 7 n school start at 8... dat means istill can make it for the lect... but wastoo lazy to go tpthe laec... so slack at home den went out at 9... reach skul at 930 join beng n rest at flavoursas its br8 time...after br8 is MST 2 tut...the tutor was very the kuai lan(not sure whether correct or not) after dat got 3 hr br8...so went to CS to eat den arcade fora while n backto school for HPI tut... alvin poh was not bad... but like to ask lots ofqns.... very the ma fan.... once HPI is done got another 3 hr br8.... book ping-pong table n play for 1 hr... den to flavours for the airconn back to lib to rest b4 goin for my leadership lect... lect do nottin juz listen... very borin sia....

attempted suicide at 4:16 AM

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

initially can wakeup inthe afternoon.. but since next week CSAS are brought forward to todae..gotta wake up like normal dat means 7 am.....haiz.... CSAS was super crap... gotta practise on impromtu speech..n wth la.... CSAS over got 3 hr o br8.. wenttoCS to have lunch... played some arcade..den ayu lost her phone.... i pity her as it was her 1st time.... but deres nottin dat i can do.... went back to skul for MST 1 tut.... it was crappy as me n beng are talkin crap... n he waslike a kid la... sayin dat he gonna complain to vijaya about me being naughty... wth sia....haha... after MST 1 got leadership... do nottin other den match a name to a face of a leader... den choose movie..never et armageddon... but get some other movie instead...... den got MST 1 lect... again me, beng n alex crap... n we sat infront n make noise....n hang huay did nottin..... so good sia he....haha...once finished at 650... waited for the WTech ppl... alex kena stalk not by me but someone worse den me....hahaa..... me n mandy same bustop... waited for her to board her bus b4 goin home... n it was about an hour or so b4 23 came n she boarded the bus... den mins later i went home.... slept for a while..... now slackin infront of com doin nottin.....

attempted suicide at 5:01 AM

Monday, October 29, 2007

lecture the whole day n it start at 9am.... and end at 7... super long but in bet got 4 hr br8... the actual lect for this sem end at 3 after which need to see dr vijaya for some talk n crap.... after finish with vijaya.. me,mandy, fel, jun hong, alex, aynn n ayu went com lab to rint some stuff.... den all went off at 5... meet u with syafiq to go for the i-Guide subcomm interview... very shortthe interview not like the OLTC very long... after the interview went back to AS for my MST 1 lect.. hang huay finsh it real fast... den meet u with syafiq again n went SAFRA for a bowling... layed onli 1 game... den went home....

attempted suicide at 4:25 AM

Friday, October 26, 2007


only 6 of us went out... me, hareez, hafiz, syafiq, muhaimin n fadhil... (1st 5 poly, last JC) all met up at hareez house at 4 so i rushed home fromthe OLTC interview n get ready n went to his house.... stayed for a while den walked to min house as it is juz a few blocks away... den bus-ed to fadhil house which is juz 2 stop away but since we r rushing for time so we bused dere.... after which walked to syafiq house n hiz mother cooked for us.... stayed dere the longestden bused to my house... den went serangoon central..... dere go 3 house one hareez signal, the onther hareez madu n lastly hafiz... we walked fromhouse to house as it is nearby.... hafiz house we reached at 1120pm... stayed dere for a while den went home but got no more bus as we missed the last bus... so min called his father n he came to fetch us... sogood newae did take somepics but the pic is blur.. dun believe see it urself... all thnx to my shaky hand.....

fizz house

fadhil house

hareez house

attempted suicide at 7:46 AM

todae got CSAS 2 must do self intro in 2 min... n im the 2nd one to og... n i actually keep myself quiet like 1 min n more... wth... got nottin to say sia.... den mrs lucas(CSAS tutor) give some feedback which i dun tink i remembered... after CSAS our lesson for the dae end... me,jan, dol n frens went to student lounge for the OLTC interview... we kena make ourown cheer in 5 mins... wth hell.. luckily dols' fren duke got a cheer den we use it... lucky us... after the interview went home....

attempted suicide at 7:22 AM

Thursday, October 25, 2007

the first lab of this sem is super boring... coz we r thot how to use the microscope n micropipette....after lab got lect... end of lect.. me, beng, xiang, alex. fel n mandy went to basketball court to shoot some bals.. play ABC n suorisingly MANDY TAY was leading like nobody business while the rest are stuck... haiz.... after bball-ing went to ITAS for a br8.. have chendol den went hm... went hm slept... woke up at 12 want to do CSAS but kari told me he had done it.. so thnxs ar bro..... now m stoning in front of my laptop.....

attempted suicide at 6:28 AM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

start the day with basic microbiology lect..... looks lyk im gonna learn buout bacteria.....haiz... after the lect got CSAS 2... lasted for 2 hrs... n did nothin but already got werk to do...,.haiz..... after CSAS 2 got 6 hr of br8 b4 my leadership lect.... the rest all went hm n went somewhere else... initially want topon leadership lect as ain n fren plan to jalan raya but since most cant go due to skul so waited for the lect.. in skul onli left me n fel... so we both rot together.... at 1 pm both went to lib as im registerin for the i-guide thingy with syafiq... after dat went in to the lib wanting to watch cable tv but full so walked aroun lib for a while den i booked a table for the table ennis n so me n fel played for 43 mins.... we played 4 games n guess wat... i won 3 n she won 1... not dat i bully her but she juz not playin properly.... after ping-pong-in... went to ITAS for lunch... stayed dere till 430.... den went to lib to slack... fel took some book dat is not related to her now but perhaps in future will whileme i think i slepy nottoo sure thou.... anyway at 545 went out of lib n went for our own lect.. she went for WTech me leadership... the 1stlecture is totallie a waste of my time la.. coz the lecturer says wat he oreadi said durin my 1st tut... wth....haiz..... after it end went hm... n now imhalfway sleepin as my body is tired fromno sleep yest n thnx to all the borin lect dat make me sleepier....haiz......

attempted suicide at 3:15 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

below is going to be a list of CDS which are taken by A7B8 student and the breakdown of the student who got the same CDS as their classmate.....

WTech (Water Technolgy) - Joshua, Mandy, WeiXiang, Carissa, Hidayu, Jessic, Vanessa Rachel, Dolyce, Felicia & LinXi <11>

Sociology - Joshua, Jayashree, Yasmeen & HuiFen <4>

TPAS (The Powerful Art of Storytelling) - Mandy, Nicholas & Rowan <3>

Psychology - Nicholas, Hamidah, Janice & Rowan <4>

IDGD (Introduction to Digital Game Development - WeiXiang <1>

U-Art (Understanding Art) - JunHong, Jayashree, Hamidah, Noor'Ain & Hidayu <5>

Leadership - Shyaq'irin <1>

Japanese - Alex & Vanessa <2>

INCS (Introduction to Cyber Security) - Casey & Karikalan <2>

PST (Problem Solving Techniques) - Casey <1>

EELD (Effective E-Learning Development) - Karikalan <1>

INTPM (Introduction to Project Management) - Yasmeen & HuiFen <2>

Entrep-Intdisc (Entrepreneurship Project : Interdisciplinary Approach) - LinXi <1>

U-Theatre (Understanding Theatre) - Jessic <1>

Public Speaking - Rachel & Janice <2>

20CFa (20th Century Fashion) - Dolyce <1>

French - Felicia <1>

MOE (Management of Entreprise) - Noor'Ain <1>

total no of CDS take by A7B8 = 18

total no of CDS taken alone by A7B8 = 9 ----- lone ranger -> shyaqirin, dolyce, linxi, jessic, felicia, karikalan, weixiang, casey and noor'ain

total no of CDS taken with at least 1 classmate of A7B8 = 10

no of student with <2 cds = 18> / <1 cds= 5>

top CDS by A7B8 = Water Technolgy (WTech) = 11 student

X--> confirm lone ranger

yet to be confirm.... will again update the latest one next monday....

attempted suicide at 5:20 AM

suppose to go to tampines west cc for a game of badminton with nicholas n janice.. but overslept.. so never go... paiseh ar... newae todae is my first lesson for my CDS(leadership).. n it was a crap... but i like coz all the asignment seems kinda easy... after leadership meet up with syafiq to go for FRENCH lecture... juz crash in as its not my cds... learn something todae.... which is how to say hell, whats ur name n nice to meet u... very irritatin la the pronunciation...i cannot make it sia...haha... after french went hm....

newae to all my fren hu are takin their O dis yr... juz stay cool n relax wen u enter the exam hall... juz remember to do ur best ... all teh best for ur Os.... good luck n have a blast taking O... may god bless u... aku akan doakan agar kamu semua lulus dalam peperiksaan ini.

attempted suicide at 4:50 AM

Monday, October 22, 2007

below is going to be a list of CDS which are taken by A7B8 student and the breakdown of the student who got the same CDS as their classmate.....

WTech (Water Technolgy) - Joshua, Mandy, WeiXiang, Carissa, Hidayu, Jessic, Vanessa Rachel & Dolyce <9>

Sociology - Joshua, Jayashree, Yasmeen & HuiFen <4>

TPAS (The Powerful Art of Storytelling) - Mandy, Nicholas & Rowan <3>

Psychology - Nicholas, Hamidah, Janice & Rowan <4>

IDGD (Introduction to Digital Game Development - WeiXiang <1>

U-Art (Understanding Art) - JunHong, Jayashree, Hamidah, Noor'Ain & Hidayu <5>

Leadership - Shyaq'irin <1>

Japanese - Alex & Vanessa <2>

INCS (Introduction to Cyber Security) - Casey & Karikalan <2>

PST (Problem Solving Techniques) - Casey & Felicia <2>

EELD (Effective E-Learning Development) - Karikalan <1>

INTPM (Introduction to Project Management) - Yasmeen & HuiFen <2>

Entrep-Intdisc (Entrepreneurship Project : Interdisciplinary Approach) - LinXi <1>

U-Theatre (Understanding Theatre) - Jessic <1>

Public Speaking - Rachel & Janice <2>

20CFa (20th Century Fashion) - Dolyce <1>

French - Felicia <1>

total no of CDS take by A7B8 = 17

total no of CDS taken alone by A7B8 = 7 ----- lone ranger -> shyaqirin, dolyce, linxi, jessic, felicia, karikalan & weixiang

total no of CDS taken with at least 1 classmate of A7B8 = 10

no of student with <2 CDS = 18> / <1 CDS= 6>

top CDS by A7B8 = Water Technolgy (WTech)

X--> confirm lone ranger

attempted suicide at 6:29 AM

todae is the official day of my sem 2... was slightly late for the first lecture.... todae learn notting... after lesson end met with DR VIJAYA at 4... with the class for some admin matters... change of class committee.. den meet up with my fren went to DTE for pool.... den went hm... got onli 1 CDS... the rest got 2...haiz... newae tomolow is my first LEADERSHIP tut....dun even wats its allabout..haiz...

attempted suicide at 5:34 AM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

went to my aunt house in admiralty as shes havin a open house... onli visisted 2 house todae... 1 is my father eldest brother the other is my mom youngest sis... both stayed in admiraly so onli visited them once a year.... coz they live too far la...haha... so stayed dere till 7... den wnet home.. to tired..

newae tomorow is the start of the new sem.. cant wait siol... i have been rottin at home like nobody business..... so wen skul start at least i can go out n stay out if not if too lazy to go out....

attempted suicide at 5:12 AM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

the timetable is finallie out.. b4 todae.. i have been checkin tp website everydae juz to see wen will the timetable will be out... n finallie its out... n it oso includes my CDS.... haiz... i got leadership( if u have the same CDS tell me)... wat kind of CDS is dat... i got no idea.. but i got put it as 1 of my choice.. so i kena... is dere newae dat i can appeal to change my CDS.... i really wan to hav Basic FA as my CDS... pls if u noe if itspossible to contact me aite....

newae receive an email from a fren... regarding a malay song which got some satanic word init... but u got to listen it with a earphone plug in as its soft.... heres the link...

http://www.gemintang.com/samson.swf

*Press play like normal*

*once it ends..reverse button will appear*

*click the button and listen the lirik to dat song in a reverse manner** *

attempted suicide at 8:32 AM



spot the difference between the 2 pic on the left....

attempted suicide at 7:59 AM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007
after 4 days of stupid diarrhoea... it is finallie over...im so happy....haha... now can jalan raya with ease.... but todae never jalan raya... so went to marina to meet with syafiq... suppose to meet him at 230 but i woke up at 315... lyk wth ryt...haha... so quickly bath n get ready... reach marina around 430.. dats lyk 1/2 an hour later den the plan time.... newae went dere n watch resident evil:extinction.... the movie was great..... after the movie walked in marina for a while den bus-ed home... while waitin for the bus we saw 4 teens... hu dresses like a guy but actually gerls.. but b4 dat me n syafiq we r talkin crap as he said dat the 4 teens are boys while i said they are gerls... so we make a bet... wen the bus came... the 4 stand behind us and guess wat im ryt....haha... in the bus... something funny happen... dun bother to explain... newae dats about it....

attempted suicide at 4:19 AM

Monday, October 15, 2007

suppose to go jalan raa with family but didnt... coz my stupid diarrhoea... it gets from bad to wore... so cant continue with the plan... so stayed home alone while the rest went out.... den durin my stay at home i visit the *bilik termenung* (toilet) like 15 times.... tired like hell. felt o dehydrated.... damn.... den around 7 in the evening, my aunt came to my house.. so bo pian open the door n let them in... served them drink... 20 mins later my mum return... so happy coz now can relax... haiz.... tiring siah visitin the loo like every half an hour... HAIZ........

attempted suicide at 4:47 AM

Sunday, October 14, 2007

first of all i forget to mention dat i have shave my head... but not completely botak........ in the morning of hari raya which is yesterday... i suffer from diahorrea so my first day of hari raya was no fun as i need to rush to the toilet non-stop.... todae is the 2nd day... still diahorrea so again no fun... hopefuly tomolow is a better day.... newae wanna upload some pics of me n family but cant as my card reader got problem...haiz.....

attempted suicide at 5:03 AM

Friday, October 12, 2007

early in the mornin on the 12 of october... after my sahur, i did not sleep as i need to help my mother to clean up the whole house n and help in the making of ketupat.... after finih doing all the chores i take a nap which causes me to miss my fridae prayers.... newae for all my readers since todae is the day that all muslims had been waiting for, i would like to take this opportunity to wish all the muslim readers of mine (if any)

selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin

and oso seek forgiveness to all if i have somehow offended u in any way... i sincerely apologise to you all....newae have a blessful day today....

attempted suicide at 5:19 AM

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

first thing in the morning after sleepin for onli 2hrs went to geylang to shop for my baju kurong go geylang early in the morning so that i can avoid all the crowd... clever ryt...haha... newae bought a baju kurong den walked around dere for awhile with my mom den went home.... reach home about 2pm den sleep for a while as im meeting hareez, syafiq and min at TP bustop at 330... was suppose to wake at 3 den go to TP but woke up at 330... msg them telling im gonna be slightly late.... den take a quick bath n get ready to go to TP for a game of tennis.... played for an hour den slacked at the library juz to cool down..... break our fast at the coffeshop nearby TP..... den went home....

attempted suicide at 4:59 AM

Sunday, October 7, 2007

check out dis site ----> http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx its about finding ur true self...

below are mine..... have fun reading it...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long

attempted suicide at 7:29 AM

got nottin to update... m her coz onli of one thing.... which is burfdae..... juz wanna make a fast shout out to my mom.....

HAPPIE 45 BURFDAE....

may u have a blessful year.....

attempted suicide at 4:42 AM

Saturday, October 6, 2007

for the whole of ramadhan.... todae is my first visit to to bazaar in geylang..... went dere with my crew.... walked around geylang n den played pool at Grandlink..... den break our fast at 89.7 eating house..... after finish eating slacked dere for a while den meet up with my other fren for a while n den went to grandlink again to play another roun of pool..... den went home.... now m juz lazing around on my bed....

attempted suicide at 5:55 AM

Friday, October 5, 2007

start my day with no sleep as u had known i cant sleep b4 sahur.... n todae after sahur i didnt sleep coz i need to wake up at 9 n once i sleep nottin can wake me up so in order for me to be ready by 9am.... i didnt sleep n play the com to keep myself awake... at 9 went to bathe n get ready as i need to be back in my secondary school for some prize presentation n witness my junior graduation day.... once in my old school... im being entertained by speeches after speeches n more speeches...n i was feeling damn sleepy but i did not sleep n force myself to be awake... after the whole thing end talked with my jr for a while den went for fridae prayers.... after the prayers went to hareez house to slacked for a while b4 goin to TP.... went to TP for a game of squash.... played for 2hrs(4pm-6pm)........ n while waiting for hareez hu have track practise me, syafiq n min went to library to slack n watch the cable TV... n library close at 7.... break our fast in school den bus-ed to TM for KFC... den back hm.... now damn tired as b4 writing dis i took a short nap.... so pardon me if dere any spelling error...lol

attempted suicide at 5:50 AM

Thursday, October 4, 2007

durin ramadhan(fasting month) i normally sleep after i had my sahur(eating b4 dusk) n will normally wake up around 4 in the afternoon.... todae woke up at 4 n den went to TM to collect my unit shirt.... den went to Serangoom Mc... slacked dere till 11 den went hm... now damn tired but juz cant sleep as my eyes dun wanna close so m gonna watch The Simpson later... newae tomolow gonaa go to BSS to receive omething... very dumb lah as im the onli MALAY invited plus after dat gonna go to TP to play squash while my crew is goin to ECP for the national karting thingy... wish them luck in the race tomolow....

attempted suicide at 5:54 AM

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

hey heres an interesting link... do visit it.. its true...

http://www.crush007.com/v2/predict/1191424412byj

attempted suicide at 5:09 AM

Examination Results

Student : 0700874A MUHAMMAD SHYAQ'IRIN B K Z
Academic Year : 2007/2008, April Semester Supplementary Examination
Course : BIOTECHNOLOGY/BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE

CODE SUBJECT CU

Grade

ABM1001

Biochemistry 1

4

P

AMA1003

Mathematics and Statistics 1

3

F

AMB1002

Human Anatomy and Physiology

5

P


Total Credit Units earned to-date : 22 cu
Cumulative Grade Point Average obtained to-date : 1.48


Academic Status: PERMITTED TO PROCEED TO THE NEXT SEMESTER OF STUDY (ACADEMIC WARNING).

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i pass 2 out of my 3 sup... as u can see i failed my maths... but luckily its maths n not science subject if not even more jialat... haiz... newae m happie that i cleared the more harder subject so next sem can still relax...

attempted suicide at 4:03 AM

sup result is out but yet to check coz m waiting for AQIDAH!!! so the moment shes online will check the result with her... till den wait for my next post if u wana noe my result...

attempted suicide at 3:47 AM

Monday, October 1, 2007

went TM at 6 to meet up with my crew to pay the deposit for makin our shirt... but b4 the deposit we break our fast at KFC... pay the deposit n den i went to hareez house to teach my jr which i didnt coz im late.. went to hareez house n found out dat its his mom burfdae... so wish his mom n enter his room.. talked for awhile den went hm... but b4 dat i sent one of my jr hu leave in serangoon.. as i dun let my fren hus a gerl to went hm alone at night... after sendin her home went to serangoon mac to try my luck if hafiz is still dere but hes not so went to bustop saw my ridwan hu was with hafiz at mc.. den 22 came n went hm...

attempted suicide at 5:11 AM

THE SUICIDER.

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Can chat wit me@ msn - nobodybothered@hotmail.com
Am single + available but not looking.....
Nyt life is for me to enjoy netym n newhere.....
Treasures all friendship that is made.....
As friendship that ended has never beginning.....
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History:-
Eunos Primary(6 years)

Graduated:-
Bartley Secondary(5 years-Express)

Curent:-
TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC
-APPLIED SCIENCE
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-(Pharmaceutical Science & Technology)


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