<body> Death...the only solution.
Friday, November 30, 2007
for the first time ever... i went for BMic lect...BUT....i never listen as i watchin EUROTRIP... watched the whole movie or the whole lect... the lect end 1/2 hr earlier... went to ITAS n things happen... den went for CSAS in a LT... talk about presentation slide.. den end... the whole class wanna go to the HIV/AIDS talk at 1.. but its full so never go... me, beng, mandy, fel, josh, alex n casey went to design for luch.. at 2.. went to SC to play badminton.... at 3 went for the talk..its okae not so boring nor fun.... den went off... but b4 dat we r reminded not to make any comment if we are asked by a broadcaster about HIV/AIDS... like wth.. hu wanna comment say... i dunno bout others but confirm not me........

attempted suicide at 1:52 AM

Thursday, November 29, 2007

nevr go to a single lecture todae... but still went to skul... reach skul at 9 initially wanna go to HPI lecture.. but saw alvin poh sittin at the back of LT so didnt go.. so slack outside LT for awhile den went to lib to use the com... 30mins later went back to concourse n wait for the rest... lect finish they come out say got quiz... funny sia... never go lect got quiz.. but den again..WHO CARES!!!! hahah..... quiz onli, as if i give a damn about it... after that went to design to eat... dere i hav fun disturbin beng as he cant disturb me due tosome reason...hahaha.. after dat went to SAFRA to bowl.. dere we saw a bapok... n fel look at 'her' witha weird face.. n the bapok or 'her' mom is not happy with fel looks...but we ignored n juz walked straight.... played one game... beng won with score of 116 followed by me 98 den fel 74 n alex 71... while xiang, casey n mandy tie at last place with 43..... after bowl went to CS.. go arcade but i cannot enter because i use a shirt dat carries TP logo... wth sia.... so walked around CS den back to skul... therest go CB lect me at bustop waiting for fiq... den went to CDC to apply for PDL... den went home.....

attempted suicide at 2:13 AM

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

initially wanna reach skul b4 830... but then i left house at 830...very stupid sia... so reachskul at 850.. BMic lect juz ended... so cannot borrow aqidah tut ws.... so met up wit the others went to design n copy MST 2 tut..... den went for tut 4 tut in a row but with 1 hr br8 bet 2 tut.... BMic tut got quiz... wth but luckily not so hard as we oreadi noe dat deres gonna be a quiz... den CB oso got quiz... very cb sia..... the quiz is MCQ.. so not so hard... den HPI.. for the 1st time... alvin poh release us 1/2 an hour earlier coz he wants us to do the semestral survey...haiz... went com lab den do... after dat got BMic lab... the lab was quite eye the paining... but it was fun.... after lab, me, xiang, dolyce, alex, mandy, joshua, fel n beng went to Mensa canteen initially wanna eat but then never dunno why... went to mensa coz was waiting 4 my leadership lect while alex, josh n beng waitng for the rain to stop while the others waiting for WTech lect... at 6 i went to my leadership lect while the rest went home coz WTech lect cancel...haiz... after the lect went home....

attempted suicide at 12:25 AM

Monday, November 26, 2007

start of my day was no good... n dis continue till the noon... went for my lab.. very borin den muz do lab report on the spot... like wth sei.. after lab got 3hr br8... the 1st hour went to design to eat... den went to lib to slack... book study room actually wanna do my leadership work.. but never coz dunno wat to ryt... so watch simpson... den at2 went for my MST 1 tut... den leadership tut... all handed in their work while me sit one corner act as if i handed in....hah... de wen home... now m tryin to do my HPI tut....HAIZ.....

attempted suicide at 10:54 PM


Term Test Time Table for MUHAMMAD SHYAQ'IRIN B K Z

Student : 0700874A MUHAMMAD SHYAQ'IRIN B K Z
Academic Year : 2007/2008
Course : BIOTECHNOLOGY/BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE

Subject

Code

Date

Start

End

Venue

SeatNo

Basic Microbiology

AMB1003

10 Dec 07 (Mon)

09:00

10:00

IT07-03-10 (LT6)

52

Communication Skills for Applied Science 2

ACS1002

10 Dec 07 (Mon)

13:00

14:00

IT07-03-10 (LT6)

29

Cell Biology

ABT1001

11 Dec 07 (Tue)

09:00

10:00

IT07-03-10 (LT6)

36

Mathematics and Statistics 2

AMA1004

11 Dec 07 (Tue)

13:00

14:00

IT07-03-10 (LT6)

54

Human Physiology and Immunology

ABM1002

12 Dec 07 (Wed)

09:00

10:00

IT07-03-10 (LT6)

38

Mathematics and Statistics 1

AMA1003

14 Dec 07 (Fri)

12:00

13:00

IT07-01-40 (LT16)

11

attempted suicide at 3:24 AM

never go to any lecture except for HPI n MST 1... reach skul at 11... met up wit the rest at ITAS.... they ate den went to LT7 n it was empty... dey are all bz studyn for HPI quiz... but me do nottin but slack... at 12 the quiz start... i have nottin in my brain... empty juz lyk the LT b4 12.... got the paper... write name n read the paper n nottin come up... so wrote crap... till some ppl hand in i oso hand in n slacked outide LT 4 floor... dere we crapped a lot... den 1 got Cb... but me never go.. went out of skul to white sand... stayed dere till 430 den bused back to skul for my MST 1 lect... the lect was fun man... u gotta be dere to noe..hahahah... den went home....

attempted suicide at 2:32 AM

Sunday, November 25, 2007

went nowhere.. stayed home the whole day... was bz ironin all my clothes coz im bored n dun feel lyk studyin my HPI.... after ironin watched tv the whole dae.... very sian ar....

attempted suicide at 1:37 AM

Saturday, November 24, 2007

23 nov...

sklu start at 9... got BMic quiz... as usual im late for 10 mins... reach the LT n iwas sweatin lyk crazy... get myself a seat n den i quickly fan myself for 10mins with the quiz paper... with dat im left with 10mins to complete my whole quiz... lyk wth to u all but to me its more thenn enuf tymto complete... but den the lecturer in charge of my LT gave the whole LT xtra 5 mins.. so goo ryt... but i actually dun need it coz i got nottin much to write due to the fact dat i have been skippin BMic lect n not studyin for the quiz.... so i juz wrote some crap till times up n submit the paper...haha... after the quiz got lect... but i dunno so went to com lab n play the com... den got CSAS... n got test... the test was okae... very crappy.. after CSAS went to ITAS to meet up wit fiq n ris... talked a while den went to lib to watch movie for the sake of our CDS assignment.... den me n fiq went to CS to look for a CD/DVD rentalshop but deres none.. saw mandy, wess n huifen in CS... den went to TM saw rubayn n the other guys from i-Guides... den wnet home...

24 nov...

do nothin much... juz went to vivo with my family... den went home....zzzz....

attempted suicide at 1:36 AM

Thursday, November 22, 2007

20 nov...

reach skul at 10am wen tut start at 1... reach skul go to SWCC to submit bursary forms... den went to lib to watch a gentleman's game.... the show is about golf.. its not dat i want to watch itbut its i have to...manage to catch onli the first half of the show... den lesson start.. MST1 got quiz.. its not bad... den no lectso end at 6... went home,.....

21 nov....

as usual never go lect... den copied MST 2 tut ws... den CB tut ws den HPI tut ws..... BMic lab was okae... very the no comment... den lds lect... went home...

22 nov....

my mornin start with a quiz.. it sux la... den got HPI lect... its very borin can.... in between the lect.. i went to SWCC to collect my stuffs... den went to Cyber Centre to check my streamin result... i got into BMS... but not dat motivated la...coz lost interest liao.... but still need to act as if im interested.... after the lect br8... went design to eat...den got lCB lab... test blood.... lab ended in 2hrs time... after the lab.. i feel like goin home n not goin for the CB lect which got quiz..... but stayed in skul lib wit my clique... dey studyin while me dun give a f*****g care about the quiz... at 4 went to the lt n took the test.... den went home.......

attempted suicide at 12:01 AM

Monday, November 19, 2007

went skul juz to submit my lab report to mandy... reach skul at 230.... go com lab edit report... den to the printing shop to print n passed it to mandy.... den went off to the concourse n saw aynn n ayu... hanged around with them den went to One stop service centre to do something... den back to the LT to pass aqidah her testtubes.. den went back to concourse towait for the rest.... den me, beng, alex, ayu n aynn wnet to TM for lunch.... den back to skul except for ayu.... me, aynn n beng met up wit fel togo to french lect... alex went for jap.. durin french got "quiz" me, beng n aynn shocked but lucky not graded if not die....haha........ den me n beng gotta go for MST 1 lec... after dat went to TM to meet fiq den went home....

(i no longer have the mood to study.... i feel like quittin poly but cant...as i myself who wanted to join poly so gotta finish it n get my diploma.... but how???????? motivate me people.... i seriously lost interest in studyin....)

attempted suicide at 2:51 AM

Sunday, November 18, 2007

16 nov..

CCN DAY.... cycleto skul as ineed to return beng bike to him....was a tiring one... oncereach skul iwent ot ITAS to slack and relax... minutes later xiang call meet him at AS concourse... den saw mandy,fel n alex reachin... go to lib book a room n start filling the testtube with gel. den at 11.. i went off to TM to meet up with aynn n ayu to collect our klas tee.... den bused backto skul by dat timeour satll are all bz n pack with ppl as well as orders for the tubes...managed to sell of all the cookies... n 90+ tubes.... so happy sia.... the wholeeventshud end at 5 but tgot the pack up at 4.. lyk so early la... plus the tubes is time consumoin... s we take ordes and ask some of them to collect it on mondae... after te CCN day suppose to go for i-Guides camp but gotsome problem so gotta go home n can onli attent on the next day...

17 nov

woke up early in themorning to go for thecamp... reportat TCC den walked to audi 2...got briefing... very sian as no nowan from dere and dunno who is my team mate....so im alone for 3 hours... after ,unch got TP andi-Guide mass dance... dancehappily.. after the dance i noemy group mate n start to mingle around n get hyper... den got games.. the fisrt partof the games very borin.... coz all the games sux.... den go for dinner... n the dinner is cook ur own dinner... my group bought maggi, sausage, crab istick n eggs.... we cook our own food... eatden getr ready for another roun of games.. dis tym roun it slighlt better as no im oreadi hype to the max.... so got mood to play.... me n 2 other guys hiled the whole group from gettin wet.... happy happy.. then got debrief... n all the sub comm kena shot by the participants... all die... except my FA.....hahah....

18 nov...

breakfast den got games... its a photo hunt.. u got to search for a place based on the hint given and take photo of the place with the whole group in it... wemanaged to take all the photo... n since my group are gettin smaller we joined anpother group... n dexter n gang keep ,making cheer with the same tune... at teh end of the photo hunt went to design to rest...den got mass games... but i never join coz i gotta go home... rush home den went out again to meet up with alex, mandy, xiang n beng to go to dolyce house to finish our test tube orders.... so fun sia.... lots of things done.... den for dinner we call KFC.n her mom blanja us... thanks dols mum.... we end at 10+... xiang walked homeas he lives nearby... mandy traned home while me, alex n beng bused home.... took 21.... reach home around 11+ i thot wanna dpo my lab report but nevr coz i KO-ed the moment i rest my head on my pillow...

19 nov...

woke up at 8 but never go skul as i need to do my lab report..... so now im updating my blog coz i hav juz finishmy lab report.. now need to og ot skul....HAIZ......

attempted suicide at 3:08 PM

Thursday, November 15, 2007

wokeup early mornin for lecture but still late... HPI was boring.... after HPI walked around TP to look for vijaya.... but cannot find her... so me, beng, alex, xiang, fel n mandy went to aynn house to bake cookies for the CCN Day... stayed at aynn house for 3 hrs den went back to skul n waited for fel as we r wrapping the cookies at her house.... dere we make sample of our test tube... wrapped the cookies n crap.... fel mum was so good she blanja us.... so thnx fels' mum.... xiang n dol went home around 1230am... while me, beng n alex went home aroun 230..... the three of us walked home.. n i live the furthest.... me n beng walked the same way while alex the opposite way... on the way back home... me n beng talked lots of things but not sure whether can it be done or not(not the CCN Day).... wen beng reach his house followed him n borrowed his bike n cycle home... so later im gonna cycle to skul and then bus-ed to fels house to collect the stuff n bring back to skul... newae now im tired but dun feel like sleeping coz once im sleep i cant wake up on time.... newae did take some pic... but pic will be updated later coz now im tired.....HAIZ>..........

attempted suicide at 7:13 AM

Wednesday, November 14, 2007


todae a bit stressful coz got 3 test 2 from skul the other 1 from CDC..... the 2 test is BMic n HPI... i think im gonna pass my BMic but i noe i will fail my HPI coz i never study n can give no ans... haiz...... after newae the study guide state dat deres no CellB tut but my klas are shocked wen Casey checked the BlackBoard which then state dat deres TUT... lyk wth... bt then its too late oreadi... so we juz dun gif a damn... after HPI went to KFC to eat... den me, fel n mandy went to cyber centre to fix mandy connection problem... n its fixed.... after dat met up with syafiq to go to CDC to take our Basic Theory Test.... n guess wat... I PASSED..... hahaha... so happy sia.... no need to take the stupid test again...hahah.... den went to TM as fiq wanna buy gift card to give to his mum as a b'dae gift... den went home.....

my "entry" proof...

my results....

attempted suicide at 2:27 AM

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

tuesday

woke up damn early coz first lesson is at 8 n its a lab.... reach skul at 810... still not consider late... so happie.... lab was okae but very long.... durin lab sesion got 30min br8.. went flavours to slack... den at 10 log in to TP website to make our diploma choice... n my first choice is Biomedical Science n 2nd Boitechnology... hopefulli can get the course of my choice.... den back to lab for awhile b4 dismiss..... after dismiss me, ayu, aynn n weixiang went to TM to pay the downpayment for my klas t-shirt..... den the 4 of us went to arcade n play the air hockey.. aynn n ayu vs me n weixiang... played to games... first the gerls one by 1 2nd we won by 5.... all their goals are by us(me n xiang)... haiz.... den abck to TP met up it the rest n help in sortin out alphabet macroni as we r goin to sell stuffs usin the macroni durin the CCN day..... once the sortin done me, beng n alex went for our MST1 tut.... in timetable stated its 2 hr but the lesson is 1 hr... so good sia... den slacked with mandy, xiang, nic n ron at levl 1 blk 5.... leadership todae was okae not dat borin.... den MST 1 lec... very little ppl came.... haiz... den went home....

attempted suicide at 2:35 AM

monday....

never go mornin lect... come durin the break... den got HPI onli stay for 45min den met up with hareez as i need to do the DiSC for my leadership.. went cyber centre but cannot print as both of us got no cashcard... so went to engin com lab n print the results..... the first printer we use jammed lyk nobody business but we open up the printer to fiz the problem.... den fed up change to the next printer..... print all the stuffs the went back for CellB lecture.... after the lecture.... me n beng went toTM to meet up with aynn to make the klas t-shirt.... the price of the shirt is $26 quite ex but wat to do... we r rushin the shop to get it ready by this friday noon as we wanna wear it for the CCN day...... after dat back to TP met up wit syafiq for a while den back with beng n aynn slack for a while den sent aynn to her lect b4 goin for mine but the moment reach my LT is super damn full so never go lecture..... haiz... so me n fiq slack at the jupiters cafe b4 goin to CDC for 2nd e-trial... this tym roun i pass...hahhaa.... den went home... wile watchin HEROES i ko-ed... dunno why....hah

attempted suicide at 2:24 AM

Sunday, November 11, 2007

was invited to go to yantie bbq... shes celebratin her bdae.... but felt bad coz never bought her ne present so went to her bbq empty handed... so paiseh... newae juz wanna thank her for inviting... dere we got lots of fun as met up wit old fren... very happy to see them...crapwit them fora while n about 8 plus most off us went off n went to the pool area near Mc.... played 5 games each... n i won 2 n lost 3 game... still happie.... den went home...

attempted suicide at 3:29 AM

Friday, November 9, 2007

i have been missing BMic lecture... the only time i went for lecture is in week 1... after dat never go... reach sch 1 hr aft skul start oso never stay dere for long den went for CSAS klas...lucas was sick so do nottin much.... after CSAS went to ITAS to meet up wit fiq, lan n ris.... crapped a bit den went to SAAD to send i-Guide form... den went home... slacked a bit at home den went back to sch... met up with mandy n went to beng house den bus-ed to vivo city.. walked aroun and went into river island as mandy wanna buy a something for her sis... den walked aroun vivo... have dinner at food republic... den went to the $2 shop bought some drinks and files.. den bused home.... newae on the way home we crap a lot...

attempted suicide at 2:58 AM

Thursday, November 8, 2007

first of all i wanna wish all my hindu fren a Happy Deepavali.... njoy ur celebration....

todae no skul coz its a hols... hwhole dae doin nottin.... kuz slack at house n type out my own notes for leadership as they give no notes.... den juz slack n watch TV....

attempted suicide at 3:01 AM

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

todae is a tutorial day.... skul start at 8 but reach at 930.... coz lazy to go so early... all the tut very short but irritatin.. all tutor got diff style... MST2 very guai lan... BMic very the dnno wat to say.... CellB got idiotic pronunciation n HPI very irritatin.... newae in between two tut got 1 hr br8... durin dat1 hr beng had atalked with 1 of my "classmate" hu do not wish to pay class fund but take notes which is used from the klas fund...lyk wth sia... feel lyk whackin him but never coz im a civilised ppl...hahaha... newae dun feel like sayin more abouthim... after all the tut got leadership lect... again borin... after that me, beng,alex, mandy n fel went to TM GV to watch game plan... the story was great coz it got comedy n oso touchin part.. but the touchin part very short.... den me, beng and alex send fel home while mand went home on herself... sorry mandycant send u coz u live too far la...psps... after sendin fel home... the 3 guys walked to bustop n lucky us we never miss the bus if not i think all gotta walk home from tampines.... reach home aroun 1240....

attempted suicide at 4:49 AM

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never sleep coz im scared of not able to wake up on time n late for my HPI lab... reach skul quite early... den br8 went to ITAS after dat went tolib n book a room so dat we can play hangman... n dis tym roun we kena hang... die sia.... newae after the br8 got MST 1 tut... n got test... luckily ez if not DIE!!!.. den i rushed to my Leadership tut... very crappy sia... do nottin juz listen den got MSt lec... suppose to have 24 student retakin it.. but onli 5 student came to the lect.... lyk wtf sia... newae den went home... once i reach home i dunno ehy den i juz KO-ed till todae mornin at 7....

attempted suicide at 4:30 AM

Monday, November 5, 2007

was late for lecture todae... luckily onli 1 hpur if not... DIE!! haha... after dat lect got br8... went itas n slack den HPI followed by CellB lect... den got br8.. so me, ain, ayu n beng wet to TM to buy stuffs for aynn cookies.... den cab-ed back to skul a thay are late for lect... wen day went for lect... i meet up wit fiq to get ready to go to CDC for our e-trial...n i failed all...luckily onli e-trial if not... no comment...

attempted suicide at 2:14 AM

Saturday, November 3, 2007

went for the i-Guides briefing....a bit crappy as it talks about the role of a i-guides... n the camp is in 2 weeks time... if u are intersted in i-guides u can tell me den u can go to the camp which will then automatic put u in i-guides.... after the briefing went o watch the directors cup soccer... a bit borin newae a fight was a bout to start durin the soccer match.... after that went home.....

attempted suicide at 3:54 AM

Friday, November 2, 2007

morning got lect followed by CSAS 2.. lesson was super boring... after CSAS went to flavours for lunch meet up with fiq n ris... den slacked at concourse b4 followin fel to the bookshop.... after which i went home with ris..... reach home slacked a bit den get ready to got ot serangoon to meet up wit fifah to go to the TP Band Concert... reach TP aroun 7 den waited for her frens a while b4 goin in... mins later aik how called askin me for direction to Audi 1.... newae juz wanna say CONGRATS TO ALL TP BAND MEMEBERS as the show was great but ii love onli 2 out of all the pieces dat was played.... once the concert end me, fifah n aik how went to the bustop to take bus... dere fifah me n aik how was quite lame as fifah hu is a CCC (course found in RP) says dat she can stay quiet not to talk to any of us for at least 5 mins...but guess wat she cant.... so me n aik how juz laugh non-stop till bus came... boarded the bus n again we played another game... which is to see hu can tahan keepin mum for the longest thru out the whole journey..... n all are really quiet... dats all for now....

attempted suicide at 6:16 AM

Thursday, November 1, 2007

lecture was okae... nottin much to say about it... newae since got no lab got 4 hr br8 b4 the next lect. me, beng, xiang, alex, fel n mandy went to SC to play squash.... they play like mad ppl.... n actually lost 2 ball..... but lucky us we searcharound the SC nfound twobalss 1 on the top of the room beside the squash court (ball saved by alex) and the next one is on top of the indoor rock wall (bal saved by beng)... after retrieving the ball we stpped n went to flavours to hav lunch n slack... den went to lib n book a project room where we play hang man... n guess wat none of us die... we all are gr8la... after the br8 got lect...nottin to say...den actually can go home... but since i promise fel dat im gonna accompany her to her french lect... so went to com lab n print some stuff dat is related to my CD. den went me n xiang went to lib n slack... come out suddenly a baloon dat was place at the door of the library burst right beside me... lyk wtf sia... can go deaf u noe...haha... french lecture was okae.. not bad.. but it not my CDS...

attempted suicide at 3:59 AM

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