i have yet to pack my bag for the OLTC which start tomorrow... on top of that tomorrow morning i have to go to changi airport to make my airport pass... as i will be werking in airport from 4 april till the day that i wanna quit.... go airport mean that i will be late for my OLTC... but haven inform anyone about it... haiz... very leceh sia.... dun even noe what to do now... newae got to go off n pack my bag... till then...

todae was a tiring day for me..as its been along time since i playe any sports or do any exercise..... n i did it all todae... after the fridae prayers went to TP n waited for my fren as we had planned to play tennis... but b4 that i had to wait an hour plus juz for them n its actually normal for me as im used to waiting for fren.... once they arrived... i was told that they had booked squash 1st before tennis... so i played squash for half an hour then went to the gym to do some workout... i was damn tired after the workout... n guess what i did not rest n played tennis for 2 hr... damn shiok sia the feelin... n now my body is aching a bit..... lesson lernt... never workout n play sport together on the same day one after another.... till then....

my previous entry said that im thinking whether to go fishing or not... n i decided to go.... i actually had to wait for them 2 hrs before they reach bedok jetty as they are fetching my other fren who leaves in simei..... after that 2 hours of waitin... they start to get their rod ready for fishing.. n me juz lookat them as i got no rod to get ready..... newae we did managed to get some fish but all those small n for fryin tyype.... but its okae as we all had fun fishing.... all some of us including me went home at 8 plus n my fen sent us home.. i need to went home earlier coz i got dragonboat practise at 3 i need to catch ome sleep if not during training i die..... the moment i reach home i staright away went to sleep..... n guess wat.... i woke up at 4 went the training start at 3.15... n since t was raining heavily i decided not to go..... on the same after noon... i also had my FTT e-trial... i actually thot that it was at 615... so i went there thinking that my lesson lsot is at 615... but to my suprse when i reach there i checked n my name was not at the 615 slot... but it was at the 415 & 515... wth... i actallly make a wasted trip...haiz... newae gona play tennis with my frens..... till then....

earlier todae was my last supp paper... im sohappy bout it...newae..last week had been a bz one for me as i had to werk as well as study for my supp.... so that means that i only study after i return from werk which is 11pm.... i werk for times expo sales n it was okae not that bad but a lil bit tiring......n curretnly m jobless as te expo sales is over...... but it will not be for long as my brother had gotten me a job which i will start next week.... and i will be werking every morning even after schools start... that is so coz i werk nyt shift at airport.... newae after juz return from JB as i followed my fren there.... n tonight i MAYBE goin fishing with them....

supp exam timetable
20 mar - BMic - 0930
24 mar - CellB - 0930
25 mar - HPI - 0930
26 mar - MST 2 - 0930

for tomorrow & next week
14/03 - HPI revision,
17/03 - BMic Revision,
18/03 - MST 2 & CellB Revision
will be very busy i guess.....

todae is the 7 day after my grandmother passed away.... my whole family (mother side) rent a bus n went to the cemetery to visit all the dead relatives of mine n that includes my grandmothers'... anyway... total no. of cemetery my family visited today was 15 or more, cant remember.... after that my family hold a kenduri to remember my late grandmother as it was her 7th day since she passed away....... as it was our custom to remember the dead on the 3, 7, 40 and 100 days...

newae i would like to thank all my frens who sent their condolences either via email, sms, call, blog, tagged or come tomy house personally... i really appreciate it... thank you so much....

tengah hari tadi... keadaan dirumahku amat sayu sekali kerna semua yg datang sedang menuntikan jenazah nenekku utk siap dimandikan... setelah itu aku sekeluarga satu demi satu mencium dahi jenazah nenekku.. dan itu membuat hatiku menjadi pilu.... aku pun sembahyang jenazah dijalankan... dan aku ikut serta... kemudian.. aku membantu memikul jenazah nenekku turn dari tingkat 10 hingga ke tingkat 1 menggunakan tangga kerna ianya tak elok untuk mayat bearada dalam keadaan yg berdiri... setiap anak tangga yg aku turun.. hatiku semakin pilu... di pusara aman lah temapt jenazah nenekku disemadikan... dan aku membantu utk memasukkan jenazahnya ke dalam liang lahad... setelah jenazah nenekku ditimbuni dgn tanah... hatiku remuk.. kerna pada saat itu.. aku tahu bahawa... itulah kali terakhir aku akan lihat wajah nenekku... dan akhir sekali kau ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada semua yg telah hadir untuk melihat wajah nenekku buat kali terakhir.... TERIMA KASIH.... and setelah apa ug terjadi.. aku akan tetap cekalkan hatiku kerna ini semua adalah takdir.. dan tiada apa yg akan menhalang takdir..

nenek ku yg selama ini sakit.. telah selamat kembali ke rahmatullah pada jam 940 malam tadi... dan pada saat2 terakhirnya aku tiada disisinye kerana aku sedang bersama rakan ku.. aku amat sedih ke atas permegiannya... tetapi aku harus tabah kerna hidup dan mati di tangan tuhan.. dan tiada apa yg bole aku buat untuk menghalangnya...nenek ku merupakan seorang individu yang telah banyak mendidik ku dar segi agama... diala yg telah mengaja ku mengaji, solat dan juagk segala apa yg bole dikaitkan dgn agama islam.... hubungan ku dengan nenek ku amat akrab... tetapi apakan daya.. allah lebih menyayanginya... besok pada jam 12tengahari.. mayat nenekku akan dikebumikan di pusara abadi.. dan segala rancangan aku untuk esok telah aku gugurkan kerna aku harus membantu untuk mengabadikan jasad nenek ku di pusara abadi.... walaupun aku harus lupakan segala rancangan yg telah aku buat termasuk lah chalet klasku.. aku rela kerna pada diriku keluargalah yg terpenting di dalam dunia dan bukannya kawan...

sorry for not being able to write in english as i dunno how to express myself well in english... if u wanna u can ask ur other malay fren not me on what i had wrote.... till then...

TO MY BELOVED GRANDMOTHER(1944-2008) MAY U REST IN PEACE DAN SEGALA DOSAMU DIAMPUNI ALLAH....AMIN.....

venture era.. thats the name of acompany that i went to earlier todae for a job introduction... didnt apply for it as i juz followed my fren... anyway its a marketing job.. its free-lance... so no uniform, no contract just come to the office to dicuss and sell its product... the product that i have to sell is from CAL STAR... the product coz $2330 n if i manage to sell it... i will get a commission of $250++.. that is so coz its a commission based work.. no basic..i sell i got $ no sale no $... becoz of that im thinkin whether to takethe job or not... plus im currently searching for a job which offer night shift so that i can continue workin even after school starts.... so for now no job.... till then..